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Definitions by Just a girl with đź’”

Don’t know 

I am super sorry…

I can’t shake this funk today…

I wasn’t expecting them to go away:(

Sometimes even happy people have to get sad and mad…

A positive thought… I no longer need counseling for my number addiction.
I don’t know how I am going to shake this
My smile has left…
Gone with the numbers …
I am grumpy…
And no longer loving…
My heart no longer feels jumpy…
My face is all squishy…
Ready to grrr at anyone who crosses my path…
Maybe I can drain the grrrs out of me

63/ me
I hate being grumpy, but I can’t find my happy. Maybe that was Oscar the grouch’s issue… he just lost his happy
63 by Just a girl with đź’” August 23, 2023
Even given all the time…
In the world…
My love for you…
I would never successfully explain
617
only showing you will do
You were right…
You are good with subtraction:(
Another one of my fears, was waking to find them gone…
Thankful for 10.
I don’t know where this came from… why?
And now no numbers to play…
Today sucks ass!!!
I posted a post last night after I was done with work about a few numbers and what they mean to me…
Ironically, they are all gone now
I by Just a girl with đź’” August 23, 2023
The coincidences still…
A few times, through here and a messenger app, he told me I was the best… and now you are using it. We never exchanged music at 2 am though. So, you still are not him. I love music!!! I love to sing and dance in my vehicle. Sometimes do you ever want to get out of your vehicle and dance on the side of the road? I have only done it a few times…

Switch my thinking… Being sad isn’t going to bring the definitions back or bring me his love.

I can’t control what he does or what he feels or doesn’t feel. I control only this crazy ass mind… I would like to say I can control my heart, but I can’t. It is all his… whether he wants it or not.
I could delete everything too…
That is not going to delete my love for him…
I love our story… I guess it is my story actually.
And I choose how this story goes…
I can be sad and miserable or…
Be thankful I love someone more than anything…
Sorry, I am making this all about me. I promise I am not self centered… the exact opposite actually.
Nine twenty six..
WA..
I was getting my foot run over by a cart… while trying to message you:)

Nine thirty three…
I was in the paper.

Ten thirty three…
Who can’t love a cat party:)

Ten thirty seven…
Under the swings looking for something he lost.
All these numbers… I could go on an on… I have something connected to them.

And this is just the numbers you haven’t deleted and the few I have pasted about.
This is why I get sad when you delete… they all remind me of a special time… I know I am now a sentimental person… complete news to me.

It is YOU … this love I have for you… US!!!
I will be the first to admit I have been a hypocrite. I get sad/ mad and I delete. This is why I think you do the same…

So with me connecting to all these numbers how can I question whether this is YOU!!! Whether you love me more than anything???

Honestly, it was the accessory… that is what made me lose my shit. Days later, I can reflect… you had no control. I know US!!!

However, my head still wonders…

The last thing I ever want to be is a nuisance or a stalker. This is my struggle… my love for you will never go away… but at what point do I silence my love for you versus it appearing I have given up…

Another wish… for clarity on what confuses me;) I happen to know that you have a lantern…

I truly do love you more than anything!!!!
I by Just a girl with đź’” August 22, 2023
I love them all…
Another one of my favorites nine forty eight…
I remember when this posted..
After the status change …
Another one, nine thirty two…
This one gives me strength!!!
Regardless, of where things are,

You won’t give up…
I won’t give up…
This is what I mean…
They tell a story…
They tell our story…
I have attachments to them…
And I have an enormous attachment to you!!!!
I love YOU!
I by Just a girl with đź’” August 22, 2023