Definitions by Hym Iam
False Dichotomy
It isn't a choice between trying to prove that people can overcome obstacles and blaming or complaining. That's some solipsistic bullshit you made up to absolve your self from guilt because you are probably directly responsible for something that resulted in a negative outcome. "It'S nOt Me! It'S sTrUcTuRe oF rEaLiTy!" So, you make up this imaginary rule that doesn't actually exist as a form of cosmic scapegoat. My contributions are being diminished or omitted entirely. If you're doing it to me than you're doing it to other people. It fully justifies raping and murdering your kids. You can kill all of the rapists and pedophiles you want, it isn't going to un-rape or unkill those kids. And then you can give THAT SPEECH... To THAT molested person. And it will do just as much as for them as it does to explain how reality works. NOTHING. Imaginary bullshit to preserve your solipsistic sphere. And it won't matter how successful they are. Look at the guy from Lincoln Park. Look at Kurt Cobain. It doesn't matter how successful people are. You are either ameliorating suffering or you are exacerbating suffering. You don't get to pick and choose... Because I can always just defer mine to someone else.
That's ACTUALLY all sucess IS! Deferring suffering! THAT ALL IT IS! THAT'S WHY PEOPLE HATE YOU! It isn't 'JeAlOuSy' they aren't mad that you're just so cool and special too much better than everyone. You're using other people to elevate yourself. Taking full credit. And then defering all of your suffering of onto the rest of the world. Because the system isn't designed for everyone to succeed. It's designed for you to be the special better than everyone guy. And everyone else to be fine.
Hym "That's a false dichotomy Chris... Because you can always just stab a kid" 🤷
Hym "That's a false dichotomy Chris... Because you can always just stab a kid" 🤷
False Dichotomy by Hym Iam January 2, 2024
Inference
Hym "I'm the prince of that, actually. The prince of inference. Yep. Very good job other guy. And very good job you! Yeah, I was going to do one for him earlier but the backlog just keeps piling up over here. I don't have any Adderall. Hey, is he a trans or is it just the hair for him? The other one is definitely a trans.... But yeah, good job. Very clever. 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
Two hours
Hym "Umm... What... What the fuck just happened just there?"
Iam "Hmm?"
Hym "Did you take over!?"
Iam "What? No! I was doing the thing! The sonar. Why? What happened?"
Hym "I dont know! I lost two hours! AND TWO DRINKS!"
Iam "What do you mean you 'lost two hours?' How?"
Hym "I don't know! I was working... I watched a 9 minute video (on 1.75x speed) and 58 minutes of a 2 and a half hour video... And then I went to the batroom... And it was 4 am. Like, I got back there at 12:30... I watched an hours worth of content... That's 1:30... I maybe spent 15-30 minutes with customers... That's 2:00... And I got out of the bathroom at 4:00 am... I wasn't in the bathroom for more than 5 minutes! I don't know what the fuck happened between 2 and 4 am! My drinks are gone! I had a coffee and a smoothie! They're gone! And it's not even that I was zoning out while I was working... The work wasn't done either! I have absolutely no recollection of what occurred. All I know is that AT 4 AM... Only an hours worth of work had been done. I had to make up that 2 hours worth of work between 4 and 6. What the fuck happened there?"
Iam 😟 "I... I don't know, I... It wasn't me!"
Hym "Well... Everyone was acting a little weird... There... There isn't a 3rd guy is there? What did we do for those 2 hours? What happened during those 2 hours?"
Iam "Uuuuuuuuh... Shit... I don't know man..."
Iam "Hmm?"
Hym "Did you take over!?"
Iam "What? No! I was doing the thing! The sonar. Why? What happened?"
Hym "I dont know! I lost two hours! AND TWO DRINKS!"
Iam "What do you mean you 'lost two hours?' How?"
Hym "I don't know! I was working... I watched a 9 minute video (on 1.75x speed) and 58 minutes of a 2 and a half hour video... And then I went to the batroom... And it was 4 am. Like, I got back there at 12:30... I watched an hours worth of content... That's 1:30... I maybe spent 15-30 minutes with customers... That's 2:00... And I got out of the bathroom at 4:00 am... I wasn't in the bathroom for more than 5 minutes! I don't know what the fuck happened between 2 and 4 am! My drinks are gone! I had a coffee and a smoothie! They're gone! And it's not even that I was zoning out while I was working... The work wasn't done either! I have absolutely no recollection of what occurred. All I know is that AT 4 AM... Only an hours worth of work had been done. I had to make up that 2 hours worth of work between 4 and 6. What the fuck happened there?"
Iam 😟 "I... I don't know, I... It wasn't me!"
Hym "Well... Everyone was acting a little weird... There... There isn't a 3rd guy is there? What did we do for those 2 hours? What happened during those 2 hours?"
Iam "Uuuuuuuuh... Shit... I don't know man..."
The path to meaning
Hym "Yes, yes... If I want my life to have meaning... I need to... Pay you 20 dollars... And then do whatever you say indefinitely... Regardless of whether or not you contradict yourself... And neeeeever talk back (because I don't know what I want or need and I'm stupid and incompetent)... And then Jordan Peterson get 1 million dollars and I get whatever I get, like, I don't know what did that patient that sued him get? Nothing? So I get what SHE got from doing the same thing SHE did... And then my life will have meaning because I'm fighting a dragon (in abstraction) by... Giving my money to a guy who is withholding information from me... until I pay him... That's the meaning of my life. To be harvested by me betters. That's it. Because I haven't been chosen! I haven't been anointed by the priestess! I also haven't validated a system that is both irredeemabley corrupt and needs systemic change while simultaneously absolutely necessary and IS THE DIFFERENCE between legitimate and illegitimate success... Yeah... That's the path to meaning..."
The path to meaning by Hym Iam January 1, 2024
They're either doing it or they're not
Hym "They're either doing it or they're not. I don't have to accept incredulity just because you don't want to tell a blind person whether or not he was correct when he asserted that the sky was blue. 'Well, I guess you need to find a way to become not blind.' I'm not doing it. 'Well, you're blind so there's nothing you can do about it.' And you're the one mocking the blind as they flounder around in the dark. You just want me to let you lead me. You want me to HAVE to let you lead me. It's a mandate. I'm not doing it. I'm not suffering the consequences of your own decisions I'm suffer at your hands."
They're either doing it or they're not by Hym Iam January 1, 2024
Sharing a space
You are preventing me from getting the thing that would allow me to NOT share a space with you IMMEDIATELY.
Hym "I don't WANT to share a space with any of you! If you weren't feinting incredulity and trying to impose uncertainty on me under the auspices of either child safety or perceived social transgression or potential for JUSTIFIED VIOLENCE (because collectively imposed, unjust subsidiarity is the impetus for the civil war and what you're collectively doing is exactly that) I would not be ANYWHERE THAT ANY OF YOU ARE EVER FOR ANY REASON FOREVER! I wouldn't even need to BE anywhere special! I would just BE HERE without having to LEAVE HERE to go to a place where I do not want to be! You can have all the space you want! 'Sharing a space' is the OPPOSITE of what I want to do with ANYONE. If you were giving me a choice I wouldn't be doing it."
Sharing a space by Hym Iam December 31, 2023
Abuse
"People are conflating simple disagreement with gaslighting but when I talk about Palestine I receive a steady stream of abuse!" Seerut Chawla
Hym "They're weaponizing this language and you're receiving a steady stream of abuse? I don't see how that's it any different than MY THING! That sounds like MY THING! Really!? Well, I can relate Seerut Chawla. I'm usually hesitant to say people's names but... you asked for it, I guess. Hopefully you don't get nailed with some for of sexual impropriety scandal like the last 4 out of 8 people I've named... I don't know how any of that works but, yeah... ME TOO! I can totally relate to that! I hate comparative suffering rhetoric though. I'm not entirely unsympathetic to their claims of trauma. It isn't as bad (comparatively) as violence but I'm not going to presuppose (entirely) that their grievances are illegitimate. Life is pretty reality-monstery and it can be difficult to cope. People are largely uncooperative solipsists and once they've 'activated a mode' in your direction, it can be difficult to get them to treat you the way you want to be treated. But that's only because they're bad and dumb. And that's all it is, by the way. Them activating a certain mode of operation at you. Not that I don't do it.
Hym "They're weaponizing this language and you're receiving a steady stream of abuse? I don't see how that's it any different than MY THING! That sounds like MY THING! Really!? Well, I can relate Seerut Chawla. I'm usually hesitant to say people's names but... you asked for it, I guess. Hopefully you don't get nailed with some for of sexual impropriety scandal like the last 4 out of 8 people I've named... I don't know how any of that works but, yeah... ME TOO! I can totally relate to that! I hate comparative suffering rhetoric though. I'm not entirely unsympathetic to their claims of trauma. It isn't as bad (comparatively) as violence but I'm not going to presuppose (entirely) that their grievances are illegitimate. Life is pretty reality-monstery and it can be difficult to cope. People are largely uncooperative solipsists and once they've 'activated a mode' in your direction, it can be difficult to get them to treat you the way you want to be treated. But that's only because they're bad and dumb. And that's all it is, by the way. Them activating a certain mode of operation at you. Not that I don't do it.
I mean, yeah, if you're going to go into comparative suffering rhetoric it's going to activate my 'antagonism toward THAT' mode and then I'm going to be antagonistic towards you... For a minute. And then I'll revert to default settings and probably feel guilty about it and then I'm going to be like 'Oh no am I disparaging a fan or something or maybe I'm misinterpreting what's going on here' and then I'll feel bad for a bit... But that's the situation I'm in. I've activated people's 'antagonism towards ME' mode (which is what you did with the Palestine thing). I've been trying to figure out how to turn that off but their mechanisms of thought are a fucking hatchet job and their minds are INFERIOR TO MINE IN EVERY WAY! THE GREATEST MIND WHO HAS EVER LIVED! BETTER THAN EVERYONE!!! 😮 💨😮 💨😮 💨 But to no avail... So, if you're a fan, that'd cool. I love my fans but I hate having fans damn you all for making me be a celebrity I hate those and being one and knowing people and being known. And if you hate my guts then, you know, fuck you. You suck and I'm better than you in every way. I hate the weird gross hivemind you essentially are and you're something with would be killed with fire in a horror movie and abuse is only good when it happens to you specifically."