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I have lost too much time questioning
My bubble I will remain…
Worse case scenario …
Our eyes meet…
And you see…
All of this love from me…
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Up only by one…
That is not as much fun…
But better than none…
Thankful I will be…
At least I can see…
My posts aren’t posting…
They are days off…
But one posted from yesterday…
And still the one from the eatery hours is somewhere... Over the rainbow… (song entered head)
I did see the rainbow is going to post…
But there are more…
And no, I don’t remember all of what I posted.
I also don’t know where I put my pants and now a shirt…
I have searched and searched…
I have a tendency of putting things away to a spot and then I can’t find them…
My colleagues last year thought it was hilarious…
Here is your Sunday babble
And yes, I do have clothes on now. I reread it and it would appear I am in my birthday suit…

Guess what?
I love you always
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The question of the day: how to get in your mind???
Hmm… if I could see you… look in your eyes… I would know in a second.
I do happen to know where you are right now, but it would appear I am wearing feathers… bawk bawk.

Got it!!!
Close your eyes… (read this prior to closing your eyes though:)
Imagine a pendulum swinging in front of you. Focus on the pendulum
All of the thoughts you want to say …
Now type away ❤️❤️❤️
Once you clear your mind on here
This hypnosis will disappear ❤️❤️❤️
And it is okay to open your eyes while you type… I can get in your mind for somethings, ❤️❤️❤️
Guess what? Love you always!!!!
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I was trying to be tough and not overthink…
So I over-thank not overthinking… and now I am back to overthinking…

Something feels up…
Maybe it is just me overthinking… but when things go to the hole, that always sparks an overthinking moment or a billion. Which I was getting good at not overthinking when some disappeared, but something feels off..
I am good
Love you with my everything!!!!
Always and forever…
And my post from yesterday are not appearing… which always makes me scared.
Then numbers are slightly goofy… at least they are on something. Have to be grateful for that… I just like being spoiled:)
I guess I will take a deep breath and chill out🫣
Love you!!!!
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All that thinking
A nap I had to do:)
Only thing missing
Was you!!!
I think I may have missed some plays in my game… sorry
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Nine twenty six..
WA..
I was getting my foot run over by a cart… while trying to message you:)

Nine thirty three
I was in the paper.

Ten thirty three…
Who can’t love a cat party:)

Ten thirty seven…
Under the swings looking for something he lost.
All these numbers… I could go on an on… I have something connected to them.

And this is just the numbers you haven’t deleted and the few I have pasted about.
This is why I get sad when you delete… they all remind me of a special time… I know I am now a sentimental person… complete news to me.

It is YOU … this love I have for you… US!!!
I will be the first to admit I have been a hypocrite. I get sad/ mad and I delete. This is why I think you do the same…

So with me connecting to all these numbers how can I question whether this is YOU!!! Whether you love me more than anything???

Honestly, it was the accessory… that is what made me lose my shit. Days later, I can reflect… you had no control. I know US!!!

However, my head still wonders…

The last thing I ever want to be is a nuisance or a stalker. This is my struggle… my love for you will never go away… but at what point do I silence my love for you versus it appearing I have given up…

Another wish… for clarity on what confuses me;) I happen to know that you have a lantern…

I truly do love you more than anything!!!!
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I was lost
You found a way to bring me back
Needed forgiveness
You always gave me that
Girl, I'm a witness of your love
'Cause you don't be giving up
And it's crazy
How you saved me
Hand on the Bible
Don't know how I got you
But I couldn't ask for more
Girl, what we got's worth thanking God for
So, thank God
I get to wake up by your side
And thank God
Your hand fits perfectly in mine
And thank God
You loved me when you didn't have to
But you did and you do, and he knew
Thank God for giving me you
Thank God
Thank God for giving me you
Never thought I'd find an angel undercover
Who made a change to everything
From my heart to my last name
Hey, hard to tell
When he fell
That boy was Heaven sent
And every night
When I close my eyes
Before I say amen
I thank God
I get to wake up by your side
And thank God
Your hand fits perfectly in mine
And thank God
You loved me when you didn't have to
But you did and you do, and he knew
Thank God for giving me you
Thank God
Thank God, (yeah, yeah)
Thank God, (oh)
Hand on the bible
Don't know how I got you
I couldn't ask for more
Girl, what we got's worth thanking God for
So, thank God
I get to wake up by your side
And thank God
Your hand fits perfectly in mine
And thank God
You loved me when you didn't have to
But you did and you do and, he knew
Thank God for giving me you
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