This is a different way to spell the word gay, however, the person typing it is scared of getting in trouble by spelling it like this instead of the correct way.
Person 1: Your mom giey.
Person 2: Why did you spell "gay" giey?
Person 1: Because I might get banned by Ubisoft if I spell it the right way.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.