BMBO - Blow My Brains Out - utilized in text messages and Tweets, etc... when communication to others that you would rather take your own life than be in your present situation or deal with a specific problem.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.