your ex who you gave 503933 too many chances to, he called you a slut and told you you should die for getting sexually assaulted, made it so you were unable to ever open up to him about your problems because the one time you did open up he told you on snap how you were a whore and belonged in
dirt. you constantly had to be there for him and be a full time therapist and
never made conversation with you ever. he treated you like shit while continuing to say how much he loved you. you didnt love me because someone who loved me wouldnt treat me so
shitty. i should have left when i started dreading every single call because i knew we wouldn’t be able to even have a fucking conversation. your so physically strong but it doesnt make up for how mentally
weak you are. you couldnt handle being with your own thoughts by yourself because lets face it you, fucking hate yourself. i
never treated you
bad in any way and you decided to be just so insecure. have you ever thought maybe the reason you cant find GOOD PEOPLE to surround yourself with is because YOU arent a good person?go to therapy. i wish me saying i used you for attention after the breakup was true. i was the
one constantly giving you attention. im so fucking angry that i wasted months of me just babying you. and stop telling people you jack off to me at school it makes me feel
gross. and
yk what i dont forgive you, for every single time you
hurt me and i
never will so you can deal with that in the after life!