i really wanna die today but thats not gonna happend 

You Just simply really wanna die today, but that sadly is not gonna happend, idk why you even searched this up, but ok lol.
P.S you also wasted your time reading this.

Person 1: i really wanna die today but thats not gonna happend
Person 2: Don't we all?
Person 1: Shut up.

i really wanna die today but thats not gonna happend by im here, but im not here May 20, 2021

No! I don't wanna die! 

A phrase used by scientists in the popular FPS, Half-Life when they are under attack.

Gordon smacks scientist with crowbar

sci: No! I don't wanna die!

No! I don't wanna die! by bob December 20, 2004

I don't wanna die 

I don't want to die NO NO NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Reaper:You will die tomorrow.
You:NO, I don't wanna die.

I don't wanna die by Phinbtxfjimk January 1, 2019

I wanna diee 

You dont actually want to be dead, but in the moment you say it you would rather be dead

*in maths class*
Girl: OMG i wanna diee
Girl2: OMG sameeee

I wanna diee by Shithouse February 23, 2019

Iwannadieism 

The enverlastng feeling of wanting to brutally murder yourself as you think about how your dad beat your 12 year old ass.

I've been beat so much I've converted to iwannadieism

Iwannadieism by Igottagun2001 May 31, 2019