I feel like today’s people don’t understand what it is to be IN “love”. I mean I’m one of those people so I can’t say anything else about today’s people. But I actually fell in love so I know how it goes. It’s way different than just “loving” someone or just saying it. It’s feeling it in your entire body. Or when someone asks why you love that person and you don’t have an answer bc they might’ve done you wrong or broke you so many times. Even tho when you look back at the conversation later you have an answer when you actually think about it. It’s sitting in your room alone sobbing and holding your mouth so no one hears because your family wouldn’t understand or holding either your stomach or your heart because it hurts so much. Or falling on your best friends lap and letting everything out after you’ve pretended to be fine for so long and can’t take it anymore. It’s wanting to talk to the person who you want to talk to all the time but their the person who broke you. That’s being IN love.

When you see that “one person” doing or saying something goofy or sweet and your first thought is “I love you.”

by bbyboyjs March 14, 2019

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