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Iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs 

“I want to kill myself but I don’t want my friends and family to be sad”

It got famous from a tiktok where lots of gen z kids realized they could easily read it and thought it was quite concerning

(you should probably seek help from a psychiatrist if you’re feeling this way)
Its used when someone feels depressed they can be joking but mostly they mean it

Girl on tiktok: “Iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs”
Gen z kids: omg i read this from the first try and honestly same this generation is so mentally fucked
Iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs by yoitsdrhoe January 20, 2020

iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs 

I want to kill my self but I don't want my friends and family to be sad
hey iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs, you understand?
iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs by aaaaaary July 22, 2020

iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs 

Abbreviation of the sentence "I want to kill myself but I don't want my family and friends to be sad".
A more complex version of iwtkms.
It's 03:00 AM and iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs.

Iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs 

“I want to kiss my sister but I don’t want my father and friends to be surprised”?
Girl: hey
Boy: iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs
Girl: what the fuck is wrong with you?!

iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs 

"i want to kill myself but i dont want my faimly and friends to be sad"
hey man i need to tell you this! iwtkmsbidwmfaftbs

iwtkmsbidwmfaftbsaidhtgtdi

Iwtkmsbidwmfaftbsaidhtgtdi: this means “I want to kill my self but I don’t want my friends and family to be sad and I don’t have the guts to do it”

This is a sign people use to give hints about their feelings. Whoever knows this, and feels this way, would usually text it to other people but the people they text it to, might not know what it means, they might think it’s just a bunch of letters, so they might do something like “😂😂” or “haha what?” Or something like that. This formally known word should only be used when the person feels this way.
“Iwtkmsbidwmfaftbsaidhtgtdi“
“Haha my turn enenrjrjejjeheherhhshhehr”

“...”
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Respectfully 

Precedes or follows either a gratuitously disrespectful or honest remark, originated in New York City. Used in similar fashion to "no offense" or "to be honest," interchangeably.
Ya mans is wild buns, respectfully. Respectfully he's washed.

After school, The Modells on Jamaica Ave was active. Respectfully.
Respectfully by john quan the first December 20, 2020
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