(v.) a young woman's feelings of intense lust for her sexy, handsome, smart, funny, charming man (also known as mr. boitano).
sisi can't stop thinking about how bad she wants brian and the the things she wants to do to him; a person could get horny thinking about how badly sisi wants brian.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.