Krkič's definitions

smartheart

its impossible to say smart things all the time and mean them
sometimes you need to talk from the heart and the heart aint always smart
if you let your heart do the talking exclusively though, you are considered a smartheart, you know, two smarts

"gosh, it is such a smartheart, constantly telling me it loves me and feels me and wants me. all that stuff about happiness, kissing and longing."

by Krkič January 5, 2020

out of the pink

a sweet surprise. surprising yourself or others in a heartwarming way. its good to be able to be genuinely surprised especially when you've reached a certain age.

"man, i was able to spill out my heart to him in a way that felt true. such progress made in a short time. that came out of the pink."

by Krkič September 27, 2020

flitched

hit rock bottom
snap
emotionally drained

Im flitched because nothing is going my way, im stuck, cannot study or work, exhausted, worried, under the same roof with my expartner, angry, sad. and you coming at me with these things, you who i adore so much, just put the boot into me.

by Krkič May 8, 2020

unshyed

to be shy in public or in new circles you cannot wait to go home and feel instant relaxation. its like a whole new world

"yes, she was quiet, almost shy, clinging to me, almost hiding behind me. when i took her home she instantly unshyed, kinda enjoyed that"

by Krkič August 26, 2019

plain

the quality of vision. often accompanied by strong emotions. can, will lead to rational realisation. and - if balls are attached to your guts - to action.

so much regret hidden in the plain view of past decisions. not that regret comes naturally, but we make mistakes and, according to some fucked up conscience law and depending on your level of understanding, almost always experience regret, remorse, pain.
never would i have expected scales falling off my eyes so brutally. i must leave as quickly as possible, there will not be any other way.

by Krkič January 14, 2021

dr speichelstreicher

its the 194th consecutive night dr speichelstreicher sits in his basement brooding over the very same thing. chaotic scenery on a candle-lit bureau: feathers, stones, wood, inky tissues, glass, an abacus and a globe. whiskey. herbal snuff powder. lemonade.
dr speichelstreicher studies his thing from all angles known to him, changing perspective to his best knowledge, questioning his questions and questioning his answers. yet he fails to make conclusions satisfactory enough to publish his findings. his neighbours think him mad, his colleagues find him amusing, his son has moved to patagonia.

dr speichelstreicher: what is it made of. where does it originate from. why did it find me. what is the meaning. how do i establish contact. is it alive. can it be born again. will my discovery grant me scientific honors. will it destroy me and steal my soul. can i keep it in a cage. do i save it as a file. is it a bug. is it an angel. is it anything known to wo/man. how can i be sure that i see it. is it a hallucination. is it a drug. does it make me happy. give me purpose. does it corrode my innerness. is it attractive. is it fascinating. am i being fed a line. can i catch it. or will it vaporise when i touch it.
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by Krkič January 17, 2021

titty-shocked

to chop off both your tits, wrap them up as a gift, put a pink ribbon on it and send it to your boyfriend on his birthday

"i titty-shocked Beaujolais on his 26th birthday. fun is more important to me than sustainability."

by Krkič July 12, 2019