Definitions by Hym Iam
Half of me
Hym "Half of me thinks you're just saying it to piss me off and it does. Half of me think you did it out of spite. AND THE THIRD HALF STILL DOESN'T WANT TO DO THE CASTE SYSTEM AND IS NOT GOING TO."
Half of me by Hym Iam December 7, 2025
I don't think you knew you were doing it
So you took that as an accusation of wrongdoing but YOU WEREN'T ALONE in doing it and now you are trying to make it a thing like this was because I "accused you falsely of doing something"
Hym "I don't think you knew you were doing it but SOME OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE ALSO DOING IT... KNEW they were doing it. And it WAS A THING THAT WAS HAPPENING and IS. And is a problem. For you to assert that we have to care about saying nigger and faggot more than this. No. You didn't know it was a thing. I discovered that it was a thing. You felt attacked because you though I was accusing you but you didn't know anything at the time but by the time you found out about it. You just didn't get it. At any point. You didn't understand what was happening. You didn't want to play ball because I was being offensive and derogatory. And the people I said would suffer (through no fault of my own) for it did in fact have to do so. Even though THEY HAD NOT HAD TO DO THAT INITIALLY. You thought it was something it wasn't. I was flippant about what it was but at a certain point you had to have picked up on some general themes that emerged and you had to have known you didn't know what was going on and at some point you'd have to talk to the actual guy
Hym "I don't think you knew you were doing it but SOME OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE ALSO DOING IT... KNEW they were doing it. And it WAS A THING THAT WAS HAPPENING and IS. And is a problem. For you to assert that we have to care about saying nigger and faggot more than this. No. You didn't know it was a thing. I discovered that it was a thing. You felt attacked because you though I was accusing you but you didn't know anything at the time but by the time you found out about it. You just didn't get it. At any point. You didn't understand what was happening. You didn't want to play ball because I was being offensive and derogatory. And the people I said would suffer (through no fault of my own) for it did in fact have to do so. Even though THEY HAD NOT HAD TO DO THAT INITIALLY. You thought it was something it wasn't. I was flippant about what it was but at a certain point you had to have picked up on some general themes that emerged and you had to have known you didn't know what was going on and at some point you'd have to talk to the actual guy
But you didn't want to do that because you thought I was playing a game or something because I use a 50's announcer rhetorical flourish. 'Don't give him the attention that he wants. Oh! Shit! The kids!' And it wasn't even a set up! IT WASN'T EVEN A SET UP AND YOU THOUGHT IT WAS A SET UP! To TELL THEM THAT... 'don't give hym the attention that he wants. Oh no! Muh kids 😾 now I guess I'll do 'the opposite! Cus he said that one time.' Because you though it was a set up... And then for it to go disastrously wrong and then for you to BLAME ME FOR THAT... And make my life hell as a result of it. I don't think you knew you were doing it. I think you didn't believe me. And were dismissive about it and I was right and it does matter that I was right."
I don't think you knew you were doing it by Hym Iam December 7, 2025
I SAID that, yes
But you clearly missed the point of what I'm doing here and you really just don't want to have to admit that to everyone because you clearly went into fight or flight and were worried about your careers.
Hym "I SAID that, yes but really you were being obtuse and dismissive the whole time and your response to me being glib has to on some level to convince people that maybe you didn't get the point here. The Jujutsu Kaisen Chick gets it so what the fuck is your problem? At a certain point the you not understanding things part has got to be you. And here you are trying to make it about these peripheral elements and though you're going to distract me from what I have every right to be upset about. You missed the ENTIRE point. You don't know that from me saying that and I don't think you know the difference between me doing that also and me not doing that. And I'm sure you want to say it to me but I proved that I could the second that women called be the 'goblin king.' Every interaction I have is fake. It doesn't matter how racist or offensive I am because you don't listen to a word I say."
I SAID that, yes by Hym Iam December 7, 2025
But the thing YOU said
A retard "But the thing YOU said! But the thing YOU said!"
Hym "Yeah, I'm aware of what I said. That isn't what was important here. You are using every vapid remark to invalidate the substantive parts. There were substantive parts in here and you want the racial slurs to be to be more important than that and it isn't. And they're not. I'm also doing it indiscriminately and am, therefore, not 'discriminating on the basis of immutable qualities.' Do you get the joke? Do you get the point of doing it? And coming from a sexual and economic diversity hire it's not fucking surprising. I don't need to reconsider how I'm talking about people. If I want people to talk differently about me you expect me to change my behavior but when I talk about you... I again have to change my behavior. Do you see how incoherent that is? No. I'm not changing my fucking behavior until I'm made whole. It begins and end with you not having to change any behavior... And ME having to change my behavior for no reason. So that some stupid fuck can get away with sweeping my contributions under the rug."
Hym "Yeah, I'm aware of what I said. That isn't what was important here. You are using every vapid remark to invalidate the substantive parts. There were substantive parts in here and you want the racial slurs to be to be more important than that and it isn't. And they're not. I'm also doing it indiscriminately and am, therefore, not 'discriminating on the basis of immutable qualities.' Do you get the joke? Do you get the point of doing it? And coming from a sexual and economic diversity hire it's not fucking surprising. I don't need to reconsider how I'm talking about people. If I want people to talk differently about me you expect me to change my behavior but when I talk about you... I again have to change my behavior. Do you see how incoherent that is? No. I'm not changing my fucking behavior until I'm made whole. It begins and end with you not having to change any behavior... And ME having to change my behavior for no reason. So that some stupid fuck can get away with sweeping my contributions under the rug."
But the thing YOU said by Hym Iam December 7, 2025
Wouldn't have needed to
Additionally...
Hym "I wouldn't have needed to... Because I literally am the guy. If they would have asked me, my response would have been a not-lie."
Wouldn't have needed to by Hym Iam December 7, 2025
Should have done it instead
Hym "I think you mean to say 'SHOULD HAVE DONE IT INSTEAD' AND CAN'T DO IT RETROACTIVELY NOW BECAUSE YOU YOU STUPID SHIT. WHY WOULD ANYONE SEEK YOU OUT FOR ANY REASON? WHATSOEVER? THAT is what YOU don't want to have to admit. That I should have done it INSTEAD of you. YES. That. That is clearly what you meant to say. 'Not would have if I could.' You COULDN'T have without me and now I get nothing. Hollow consolation and empty fucking gratitude."
Should have done it instead by Hym Iam December 7, 2025