I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my
child behind
Now I suffer the curse
And now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me
forever
I can'
t wait for the cliff at the end of the river
Is this revenge I am seeking
Or seeking someone to avange me
Stuck in my own paradox
I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should
chase and find
Before they'll try to stop it
It won'
t be long before I'll become a puppet
It's been so long
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this
monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes
Your little smile, is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me
But killing isn'
t justified
What happened to my son, I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind
And the thought keeps on getting bigger
I'm
sorry my sweet
baby
I wish I've been there
It's been so long
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this
monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother