Payodhi is a Sanskrit word which means Ocean.This type of person prefer to be unique as their name and beleive in liberate their mind and don't want to be dependent.Payodhi always willing to reach a transcendent space that no one has reached before.
A person (usually male) who plays with multiple women's emotions until he gets them to have feelings for him and then ends the relationships the second they do. Usually suffer from Peter Pan Syndrome because they just can't grow up and it's all a game to them. A person to whose persona you aspire.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.