Neinsexual : a person who has a sexual attraction but doesn't act upon it and chooses to be neutral.
I identify as Neinsexual, I have a sexual attraction but when I act upon the attraction I act different and weak to temptations and lust. I don't like it, but feel better being neutral and I can be myself with out all the conflict! Also feel like myself lot more too and don't have to keep going back and forth and choose.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.