Baby...
I was driving and like every morning,
We have our little meeting...❤️
And..
In my imaginary hopes, wishes, talks, fantasies...
I was in front of you looking
in your eyes ...
An angelic silence .... and from nowhere I cried instantly.... my senses sharpened... involuntary flight/fight response from my nervous system....
This is how I feel just imagining I see those eyes again ...
It brakes my entire being ..
Knowing ....
The reality ...
And ...
Another reality is....
Being alone ....you become a threat ...and they all retreat....
I
understand and I don't get upset anymore... I adjust and carry on....
You know ...if
you are not invited to the party... you don't go, right?
I saw your shadow, a glimpse ....I smiled, a happy second ...
Afternoons ... your energy reaches me ... I feel it, is it right ?
I love you, always ❤️ , sweet gentleman