When I first joined call, I though that I wanted his voice, then I started to find it really attractive. Talking with him, you realize there is a lot of him that is attractive and amazing and you start to feel
like a
simp. The way he dresses, a little
bit like a cat/fuck
boy but still really adorable, makes him look so handsome in the
moon light. His green eyes meet yours and you can't help but smile. He has a
weird shaped face, but you are into that. You also have a lot in common, maybe because you are on the same page. You never felt like you were on the same journey as another person, and meeting him changed a lot. It makes you think of what you want to be
like and strive towards. He is like an older you, but still different, just different enough for you to want to spend time with him and get to know him better. You may not be perfect, but you know that now you are in the path of recovery and he will be there to hold your hand.