Aaron Court was my first love... he was kind.
funny. handsome. driven. selfless. and so incredibly smart... he had a big heart. and i wish it was still mine to cherish. i think he just wasn’
t sure what to do with that big heart of his, and with that- came breaking mine... he broke my heart worse than anyone has in my entire life. but i’
d still do anything for him in a heartbeat. he made my life have purpose. he was the reason i woke up every
day. he made me a better version of myself, and happier than anyone ever has. he was my best
friend. he knew me like the back of his hand. we grew up together. and he was my safe place. my comfort... and one
day, i hope i can look back on this and remember our love as being
beautiful. and soft. and true. i’ll remember him as the first person i ever gave my heart to. the first person that i was completely vulnerable with. the first person that ever made me feel at home… and and maybe someday, he’ll come back… come back and make me feel at home again. and if not, i hope one
day his
name won’t break my heart anymore.
