The art of twisting ones self up on a swing and masturbating then when you are ready to ejaculate let go of the ropes spreading ejaculatory matter like a web.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.