janruan's definitions

unwanted

when someone desires you but you have no interest whatsoever unless its to humiliate them for the very thought of wanting you

She tries to hard over and over again cant she see she is unwanted and her efforts arent doing anything but getting her laughed at by so many people

by janruan September 2, 2022

truly doesnt matter

if it truly doesnt matter why does it hurt, why does it seem as it will never end, it truly matters to me but the eyes cant unseen whats been seen and theres no one left to comfort me

I would of been and done anything to show what i feel but that truly doesnt matter im jan

by janruan August 20, 2022

they deserve

they thought they may have finally found trust, friendship, guidance, support, protection, care, and love for once in their life and they started to think they actually deserved to feel that way, then the universe showed them once again that they don't deserve anything other then what life had given, they sit in the corner and deal with what they deserve, because if it wasn't deserved then why would it be this way

Dont feel bad about anything, its what they deserve even if they just want to be happy
it doesnt matter if they cared about your happiness as much as theirs they are jan
they deserve to have no one look at them

by janruan August 21, 2022

disgusting

a person who feels something is off and starts noticing things and when speaks on them gets dropped then decides to look deeper and sees the web to the beginning and cant help but wonder how stupid they are for falling for it, when were your videos watched, 05,06,07,08, if they were watched sooner or if it was known then never would of trusted and allowed myself to get comfortably close, its just disgusting how out of everyone noone spoke up, so what does that say about me, disgusting

Whatever you do dont like that one they are disgusting

by janruan August 21, 2022

waste of space

a person who has no worth or very little worth that is good for nothing other then being a housemaid or a cum dumpster, is easily manipulated to believe you care so you are able to have full control of every aspect of them

Lets make a mockery of that waste of space

by janruan August 21, 2022

used and abused

when someone places love trust and guidance into good people who turn out to be not so good

Its a shame that he was used and abused, hes one of them who gives their all in all aspects

by janruan August 21, 2022

housemaid

usually someone designated to do the cleaning of an establishment do to have no talents or original thoughts. Cleaning and cooking are the only feasible ways for them to get paid as they are usual not beautiful and have nothing no one desires so they are pushed to the side and take whats left not knowing any better because they deserve no better, also see jan

no one will notice when shes gone, shes just the housemaid and will be replaced tomorrow

by janruan August 21, 2022