Know, I do and say things that are the best…
What I say is always out of love… in a messed up way, maybe. I get sad at times because I think I am losing you:( I don’t want to EVER lose you… US! )
This is super easy for me to see because it is me and my feelings, there has never been, will never be someone I love like you! It is only you!!! I tried to understand it for years… now I just embrace it!
What I say is always out of love… in a messed up way, maybe. I get sad at times because I think I am losing you:( I don’t want to EVER lose you… US! )
This is super easy for me to see because it is me and my feelings, there has never been, will never be someone I love like you! It is only you!!! I tried to understand it for years… now I just embrace it!
At times I struggle with trying to understand what you are thinking…. And when I start thinking for you, I am probably off, my head starts spinning.
Do you think this is a normal for me in my current situation? Nope… just you!
I talk to other men, do I want them? Nope… only you. Anytime I talk to any other men, it is somehow work related… minus my friend who has no interest in females.
Went off on a tangent… such a surprise lol.
Maybe you didn’t need the clarity, maybe you did.
Do you think this is a normal for me in my current situation? Nope… just you!
I talk to other men, do I want them? Nope… only you. Anytime I talk to any other men, it is somehow work related… minus my friend who has no interest in females.
Went off on a tangent… such a surprise lol.
Maybe you didn’t need the clarity, maybe you did.
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u February 16, 2023

when I saw you today, there was no cute smile…
Mind spinning….
Did you read something? Found a post I didn’t write, a lot of things seem as though I could have written it… you should know that is not me. What if you don’t? Must respond … responded ..
Another thought.. the post from other account baffles me. (….) you thought I was giving up because you dissed me? My mind wants to analyze, but my heart says “no, it is an amazing race challenge… he can’t talk to you.” Possibly a silly idea, but I don’t try to argue with the heart. Worse case scenario, my heart is wrong… and I have a crazy heart… i am crazily in love with YOU!
Mind spinning….
Did you read something? Found a post I didn’t write, a lot of things seem as though I could have written it… you should know that is not me. What if you don’t? Must respond … responded ..
Another thought.. the post from other account baffles me. (….) you thought I was giving up because you dissed me? My mind wants to analyze, but my heart says “no, it is an amazing race challenge… he can’t talk to you.” Possibly a silly idea, but I don’t try to argue with the heart. Worse case scenario, my heart is wrong… and I have a crazy heart… i am crazily in love with YOU!
All I know is I love you! I want to hear your heart beat! I want to love you! I want to be loved by you!!!!
Okay, and maybe for numbers… ❤️
I also like it when your cat is happy ❤️❤️
Okay, and maybe for numbers… ❤️
I also like it when your cat is happy ❤️❤️
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 14, 2023

I love us!!!
I love the way we can talk… even with numbers!!!! It fills my heart ❤️ ❤️❤️YOU fill my heart!!!
I am missing you terribly again.. always actually, just sometimes I need to tell you things… I don’t think we are entering an oh shit moment… one ear plugged might help having no oh shit moments … maybe once the infection is cleared, we plug one of my ears lol… you are considering it lol.. don’t worry I am too:)
I love the way we can talk… even with numbers!!!! It fills my heart ❤️ ❤️❤️YOU fill my heart!!!
I am missing you terribly again.. always actually, just sometimes I need to tell you things… I don’t think we are entering an oh shit moment… one ear plugged might help having no oh shit moments … maybe once the infection is cleared, we plug one of my ears lol… you are considering it lol.. don’t worry I am too:)
I love you!!! When I saw you today, I wanted to run to you and hug you… tell you I love you!!! Just know, even though I just watched you enjoying the beautiful day with your arm out the window…. I was saying I love you!!!
Anytime I see you… and even when I don’t, I am ALWAYS wanting in your arms and to say I lOVE YOU!!!
Until I can… I wait for that one day❤️❤️❤️
That one day that will begin my everything being complete!!!!
That one day…. I will be in your arms saying I love you… always ❤️
Anytime I see you… and even when I don’t, I am ALWAYS wanting in your arms and to say I lOVE YOU!!!
Until I can… I wait for that one day❤️❤️❤️
That one day that will begin my everything being complete!!!!
That one day…. I will be in your arms saying I love you… always ❤️
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 01, 2023

I miss you on there.
If only you knew how much I care.
I try to speak,
But sometimes I swear, I seem more like a freak.
This may be true
I am just trying to get through.
If only you knew
How much I do love you!
I try not to ask
Otherwise I might as well grab that flask.
The questions start to swirl
Instead I choose to twirl.
Hoping you will see
Exactly what you mean to me.
And don’t forget that good old fly
He is always standing by.
You may not always understand
The words I type with my hand.
One thing to know
Is I will never let go.
What is that you say moon?
Just keep praying for that soon…
Then my heart will sing that tune.
Oh, how I do want that soon!!
If only you knew how much I care.
I try to speak,
But sometimes I swear, I seem more like a freak.
This may be true
I am just trying to get through.
If only you knew
How much I do love you!
I try not to ask
Otherwise I might as well grab that flask.
The questions start to swirl
Instead I choose to twirl.
Hoping you will see
Exactly what you mean to me.
And don’t forget that good old fly
He is always standing by.
You may not always understand
The words I type with my hand.
One thing to know
Is I will never let go.
What is that you say moon?
Just keep praying for that soon…
Then my heart will sing that tune.
Oh, how I do want that soon!!
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 23, 2023

Yes, it is me talking now.
She tries.
You are the only one… for me!
The only one I dance for…
The only one that makes me beat faster just at the thought of you..
The only one the eyes see you, and my legs turn weak.
The only one that fills me..
The only one that has the mind constantly turning… thinking.
The only one that has the key!
The only one that just the thought of warmth sends tingles…
You have me…
She tries.
You are the only one… for me!
The only one I dance for…
The only one that makes me beat faster just at the thought of you..
The only one the eyes see you, and my legs turn weak.
The only one that fills me..
The only one that has the mind constantly turning… thinking.
The only one that has the key!
The only one that just the thought of warmth sends tingles…
You have me…
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u January 15, 2023

Know it is said everything happens for a reason? If you are thinking oh shit what is she going to try to say… you would be correct… so just remember ONLY LOVE ❤️ I will eventually get to a point:)
We are playing right now!!! I LOVE this time with you!!!
As much as I HATE you were hurt and sad, and I don’t understand what you understand over the past weekend… I don’t understand how it got us where we were… I had no intention on creating drama or stopping, but I think I found my words. They had to have the shit scared out of them that you were leaving.
We are playing right now!!! I LOVE this time with you!!!
As much as I HATE you were hurt and sad, and I don’t understand what you understand over the past weekend… I don’t understand how it got us where we were… I had no intention on creating drama or stopping, but I think I found my words. They had to have the shit scared out of them that you were leaving.
I haven’t depended on or needed anyone, especially after my mom died… this weekend showed me that I NEED YOU!!!
The LOVE I have for you…. it hurts that we aren’t together… physically. But yet a happy joy coming out of my heart that I get to have this love with YOU!!! That doesn’t make any sense, but I think you will understand.
My words have been found, they are a work in progress. I guarantee I will put my foot in my mouth numerous times, just remember I LOVE YOU more than ANYTHING !!!
Just do you don’t think I have been abducted.. remember team me with the ants? You were a part of this team… I will have my one day with you!!! The ants and I will make sure of it!!! Like I said I can’t live without YOU❤️❤️ that was my point❤️
The LOVE I have for you…. it hurts that we aren’t together… physically. But yet a happy joy coming out of my heart that I get to have this love with YOU!!! That doesn’t make any sense, but I think you will understand.
My words have been found, they are a work in progress. I guarantee I will put my foot in my mouth numerous times, just remember I LOVE YOU more than ANYTHING !!!
Just do you don’t think I have been abducted.. remember team me with the ants? You were a part of this team… I will have my one day with you!!! The ants and I will make sure of it!!! Like I said I can’t live without YOU❤️❤️ that was my point❤️
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u February 27, 2023

Got my numbers back❤️❤️❤️
That was quite efficient 😘
I know I am difficult… 😳 but you still love me❤️ Numbers keep me from over analyzing…
Now how about I get in your arms ?❤️❤️❤️
That was quite efficient 😘
I know I am difficult… 😳 but you still love me❤️ Numbers keep me from over analyzing…
Now how about I get in your arms ?❤️❤️❤️
Your arms would definitely keep me from over analyzing too… I would hate to assume, do we should really test out this theory ❤️❤️❤️
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u February 11, 2023
