\ho-th-m\ Noun
a state of mind, or emotion, referred to as a “high and low” - your mind keeps you from being in a happy or sad state. It is the
emotional limbo where you cannot fathom
understanding why you just cannot feel how you are
supposed to be.
— When you are at a party, and you're
having fun, but then you sit down and take in what is happening around you, reality sets in, and you feel empty, cold, and removed.
— When you are on holiday and have a fantastic time but realize it's your final day, that feeling of sadness rushes over you, like a loss.
— "Dude,
I don't know if it was just me
yesterday. But I felt so Hotham"