A combination of loath and love. Meaning that you loath and love someone.

Solarpunk is a movement focused on a positive, ecological vision for a future where technology is used for human-centric and ecocentric purposes. It is a literary, artistic and aesthetic sub-genre and is also closely tied to eco-political activism. Solarpunk narratives have a distinctly positive and utopian foundation in contrast to the often dystopian visions found within other "punk" science fiction genres.

a feeling of love and to loathe at the same time.

When you love and hate someone. Mostly used around friends.

Very similar to the word love, except that it descibes an emotion of love but also of longing when you miss someone very much.