Hate can be use just as a other word for
love . (Strong emotion)
Ashley (just random name UD has nice
definition on it) Eunice ( cause is the sweetest thing my lips ever said )
Is Johnny ( y cause UD has some difination as well for that name that I like )
731 . I want everything with you . When u said I
don't want any of this . All I was thinking was dam she took the words right out my mouth.
I hate and love you so much .
I can write and write.but I think u get it . All I see is you . Everywhere n everything. I just hate my self that I can't be
happy anymore , that I have no control of my emotions anymore .
I can't wait to see u . I going to tell u how I feel regardless of what what happens regardless of
f how u react cause I need to tell you my
heart is your . It really is . Cause I have. So much and still I feel in complete but when u look at me , my world goes up in
flame . I loose all though . I go breathless. I miss u so much it physically pain me . And that's what I hate cause the guy ur talking too giving all ur attention , he
fine. And I not judging u for anything.
And I know my situation so yea I m really not judging . I just sit here everyday thinking about you and wishing it was easier for me to forget you. To forget this
love I have to come known and grow for you. I need it to stop , I m loosing everyday peice of my sanity , my dignity , my respect . My self
love. Everything I m loosing every
day because I m
love with you . Ur name mean good victory. Where is it I don't see it. I just see pain . I put my self through because of the
love I have for you .