by Just a girl with 💔 August 17, 2023

Resourceful I can be…
Especially when it comes
To the game I love to see…
Numbers make me happy!!!
Sometimes in my office…
I can make them move…
Just incase you ever wonder…
Especially when it comes
To the game I love to see…
Numbers make me happy!!!
Sometimes in my office…
I can make them move…
Just incase you ever wonder…
It was great to be back…
All the faces…
And the hugs…
Only one i didn’t get…
YET!!!
I will get IT!!!
Even if I have to dress up:)
I have to do
What i have to do
Just to say I love you!!!!
To YOU
All the faces…
And the hugs…
Only one i didn’t get…
YET!!!
I will get IT!!!
Even if I have to dress up:)
I have to do
What i have to do
Just to say I love you!!!!
To YOU
by Just a girl with 💔 August 31, 2023

It is on me…
I get these ideas…
Then have expectations for said idea…
Then said idea doesn’t work…
Which leads to sad…
As much as I get excited about ideas and doing them when they work… well, actually I don’t think any of them have…
I get these ideas…
Then have expectations for said idea…
Then said idea doesn’t work…
Which leads to sad…
As much as I get excited about ideas and doing them when they work… well, actually I don’t think any of them have…
by Just a girl with 💔 August 17, 2023

You know I love your tsunamis…
How did you know on Sunday I was sad? My posts and delete did you didn’t see until Monday 🤔… maybe you do actually feel what I feel… does your right thumb hurt? I was just stung by a bee:( swelling already.
You know I love 728❤️❤️❤️
I can be emotional and blame it on the bee venom. It is hard sometimes… seeing the life I want, then trying not to be discouraged and remember the love and faith.
Then numbers being off at times. Which I think I get, but when I hit a discouraged moment, my mind tells me I making up excuses and you aren’t playing and this isn’t you… then welcome to Sunday.
You know I would love your encouragement 🤗🤗🤗🤗
You know I love you and I will never stop!!!
I will never stop wanting to be with you for eternity
How did you know on Sunday I was sad? My posts and delete did you didn’t see until Monday 🤔… maybe you do actually feel what I feel… does your right thumb hurt? I was just stung by a bee:( swelling already.
You know I love 728❤️❤️❤️
I can be emotional and blame it on the bee venom. It is hard sometimes… seeing the life I want, then trying not to be discouraged and remember the love and faith.
Then numbers being off at times. Which I think I get, but when I hit a discouraged moment, my mind tells me I making up excuses and you aren’t playing and this isn’t you… then welcome to Sunday.
You know I would love your encouragement 🤗🤗🤗🤗
You know I love you and I will never stop!!!
I will never stop wanting to be with you for eternity
Lifetime… start today❤️❤️❤️
Sorry I am a pain in the ass…
I truly don’t try to be…
It is the love I have for you!!!
Sorry I am a pain in the ass…
I truly don’t try to be…
It is the love I have for you!!!
by Just a girl with 💔 August 22, 2023

I have a remedy…
For when your heart…
May feel crushed…
Don’t mind if I blush…
Shakes …
You know I will make…
The remedy, you see…
Is you holding me❤️❤️❤️
For when your heart…
May feel crushed…
Don’t mind if I blush…
Shakes …
You know I will make…
The remedy, you see…
Is you holding me❤️❤️❤️
by Just a girl with 💔 July 31, 2023

Kinda bummed…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…
Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?
Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…
Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?
Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…
Not bummed anymore…
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?
I love you soooo….
Much!!!!
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?
I love you soooo….
Much!!!!
by Just a girl with 💔 July 29, 2023

I think the boot is still in my mouth:(
I guess that didn’t come out right:(
I could try to explain, but that typically makes it worse or I at least think it does….
Hmmm… I was trying to say I would exercise to have me not always referring to warmth…
I was trying to say, I love you!!!
I was trying to say, I want to be in your arms…
I was trying to say, to be surrounded by YOU is my desire…
I guess that didn’t come out right:(
I could try to explain, but that typically makes it worse or I at least think it does….
Hmmm… I was trying to say I would exercise to have me not always referring to warmth…
I was trying to say, I love you!!!
I was trying to say, I want to be in your arms…
I was trying to say, to be surrounded by YOU is my desire…
by Just a girl with 💔 July 28, 2023
