Is feeling like no one understands you anymore and how you feel. When you put a smile on your face and if someone asks you say " I'm fine" when really your screaming inside. The feeling feels like it will never go away and keeps getting worse. Often depression can lead to someone crying themselves to sleep in the darkness or losing passion for someone or something they used to love. It's hard to let people in when you feel like this but just know that you are not alone.
by Nynyhayhay August 2, 2018

When your entire world seems black and white. Certain people may alter that, colors may appear in a certain place or with your best friend. You are almost numb, and your happiness is pretend, vague, or a bit of both. A lot of people are afraid to get help because they don't know a life without it. In worst cases they've never or can't remember a life without it. You are often constantly exhausted even when you are not even close to sleep deprived. It's hard to do 'easy' things. There is a major lack of physical and mental motivation to wake up, leave the house, do homework, and other things. Combining depression with anxiety makes your life a living hell. The struggle to find someone who understands you is huge. Loneliness overcomes yourself and you fake feeling to please others. You pretend you don't think about killing yourself. You pretend you don't have several years worth of self harm scars on your arms. You pretend you don't think that the world would be way better without you. People underestimate people with depression. They are sensitive badasses.
My depression has gotten worse over the past year.
She had depression and no one knew or could help her.
She had depression and no one knew or could help her.
by Xylophone006 February 21, 2019

A pain inside that is so unbearable. It hurts like hell and makes you wonder why you are alive. You tell people you're okay, when really you're not. You try to find alternatives to this feeling, but you can't find one. You start to do self-harm because it's better than feeling depressed. You push family and friends. You want to find someone to hug and hold, but you push people away. Running away and self-harm feel like the only antidote. Depression is one of main cause of suicide. You feel like there's no one there and no one cares. Depression is like living in hell, in a fire pit. You feel like your having a heart attack. You are so hurt that you start to not care about emotions. You start to forget how to feel other emotions.
Person 1: "Are you okay?"
Person 2: "Yeah, I'm fine."
Person 1: "You sure? You have many scars on your arm."
Person 2: "I'm fine. No one would care if I told anyone anyway."
Person 1: "Do you have Depression?"
Person 2: Walks away.
Person 2: "Yeah, I'm fine."
Person 1: "You sure? You have many scars on your arm."
Person 2: "I'm fine. No one would care if I told anyone anyway."
Person 1: "Do you have Depression?"
Person 2: Walks away.
by Someone no one cares about... June 15, 2018

when you feel very empty. you feel lonely. you feel useless. you think jo one cares about you when people actually do. something that makes you want to die.
by depressed kail December 27, 2018

Me to my anxiety: Can you calm down, those people don't even think about you...
My depression: Ever.
Me: That's not what I meant.
HAHAHA, like my status, please...
My depression: Ever.
Me: That's not what I meant.
HAHAHA, like my status, please...
by meysha July 26, 2018

something you hide, something that no one wants to know, you will feel like a burden when someone hates you for telling. It is sadness but except lasts longer and consists of suicidal thoughts.
Example of depression:
You are walking down the street on a snowy sunset, the ice glazes the traffic lights, there are not a lot of sounds, cars driving by occasionally, and everyone passing by is a stranger. You have heavily devoted half your life to please others and to put smiles on others faces but you have been dealing with this for years. You are always isolated yourself from others as it will burden them, and enjoying life is hard especially for you. No one liked you because you were too sad or moody. You like to scream while in bed and listen to sad music while thinking of life in bed. During the day, you stay in your room and just do your homework. When you are alone, your beast inside comes to tear you up and rip you into pieces while others are simply watching not seeing anything happening. Crying is very easy because you did it thousands of times but it still hurts more every time. You have constant suicidal thoughts and regrets. You continue walking because you blanked out while thinking of problems. All you think about is how to end your life
You are walking down the street on a snowy sunset, the ice glazes the traffic lights, there are not a lot of sounds, cars driving by occasionally, and everyone passing by is a stranger. You have heavily devoted half your life to please others and to put smiles on others faces but you have been dealing with this for years. You are always isolated yourself from others as it will burden them, and enjoying life is hard especially for you. No one liked you because you were too sad or moody. You like to scream while in bed and listen to sad music while thinking of life in bed. During the day, you stay in your room and just do your homework. When you are alone, your beast inside comes to tear you up and rip you into pieces while others are simply watching not seeing anything happening. Crying is very easy because you did it thousands of times but it still hurts more every time. You have constant suicidal thoughts and regrets. You continue walking because you blanked out while thinking of problems. All you think about is how to end your life
by sick of asphixiation December 6, 2022
