I feel like I should just really accept what happened. Accept the fact that I wasn't chosen, I'm no longer your person, who you with rn isn't me anymore.
Maybe I have to accept everything so I could move on already. So I won't be bitter anymore. Idk. But yea, maybe we could be friends by then.
Maybe is merely the space between yes and no. Although it may seem like a harmful word it can severely punish its enemies in such cruel ways. Maybe can cause severe confusion in trivial matters in which a decision is needed to be made quickly.
Doctor: "Shall we use the cardiac defibrillator?"
Other Doctor: "Maybe."
Doctor: (eager with confusion of what to do, shocks his co-doctor.)
NO, DEFINITELY NOT, IF YOU CONTINUE TO ASK I SHALL JUST REPEAT MYSELF UNTIL I SEEM LEGITIMATELY POSITIVE ABOUT WHATEVER YOU ARE ASKING ME BUT I ACTUALLY MEAN "NO"
I ACTUALLY KNOW THAT I MEAN NO AT THE TIME OF YOUR ASKING I JUST DON'T LIKE TO COMMIT TO SOMETHING.
I feel like I should just really accept what happened. Accept the fact that I wasn't chosen, I'm no longer your person, who you with rn isn't me anymore.
Maybe I have to accept everything so I could move on already. So I won't be bitter anymore. Idk. But yea, maybe we could be friends by then.