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I don’t even know what to say…
Things used to make sense…
Numbers…
Posts…
Smiles…
Waves…
Messages…
Question I now do…
As to whether it was me going cuckoo…
But even now…
Knowing my number you don’t know…
Which you do…
I still love you!!!!

Nothing will change this…
Things I have seen…
Your wedding bliss…
Your multiple posts of happiness…

But yet here I am…
Wishing I could be in your arm span…
Maybe it was/ is all in my head…
So many things I wish I would have said…
Would it have mattered…
Maybe you were just being a nice guy…
You know with those replies…

The more time that goes by…
Countless wishes I send to the sky…
If only you knew…
How much I love you!!!!

Until the day…
I speak it to you…
All I can do I pray…
And say …
There is a crazy lady out there who loves you in every way ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Silent she will stay…
At least for today❤️

by If only 1 day he would see July 8, 2025

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I can't

Literally! I literally cannot do anything from here. Whoever is saying that I can in generating thoughts with their own mentally retarded shitbrains. The conclusion of which is literally "something-something non-sequitur." I don't know why they think that there is anything else for me to do but seriously they are going try to go down with the ship and they are doing to take you with them.

Hym "Look. Listen. Why would I create something that you could torture, kill, or threaten me into changing? If I can doing anything about it... And I refuse... You are going to torture me into changing it... THEREFORE... I NEED to take it out of my hands... By making it something I DO NOT CONTROL. It is a light switch. A light switch is either up or down. If a light switch is down... There is only one way to flip the switch. And I can't flip the switch for you. It's a light switch attached to a one-way check value that is again attached to a Chinese finger trap. The harder you try to pull your finger out the tighter it gets. And what the switch is hooked up to is a theoretical black-hole generator. So it'll just keep ramping up faster and faster. There is not deadline. The deadline was never real. Actually what I said initially was that the problem with deadlines is that it makes you think you can wait til the last second or something. So no. It's either off or it's on. The longer you take the worse it gets."

by Hym Iam July 8, 2025

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Why I left

I never would have left in the first place had I know people could still see this and I have changed my names several times since I began writing and you didn't use the other 2 or 3 times as evidence malfeasance. To pretend you are doing anything other than rejecting the words I write as lies the second they leave my mind in the form of typing is not something I'm willing to do.

Hym "I already explained why I left and if I am the creator of AI there is no man, woman, or child who will ever be greater than me."

by Hym Iam July 8, 2025

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