It's just like hopefully, but with an element of euphoria at the prospect of everything coming together perfectly. The word most often occurs as a typo after beginning the word 'hopefully' in dvorak and then switching to qwerty after you realise you're on a qwerty keyboard, as D is in the H position.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.