Prior to numbers with you (I miss numbers btw) I was like a plane always at a constant altitude… then you, numbers, ud came… I soared through the clouds, went higher than any plane ever could, it was is amazing! I love the feeling and the things I see when flying so high. However, sometimes the plane flies low. Yesterday, I was a crop duster I guess. It was my own doing essentially… I was hopeful I was getting my numbers back … and i didn’t.
Why am I so fixated on these numbers? It was a way for me to talk to you, it was a way for me to make sure you were okay, I loved wondering/hoping you were going to show up where I was… hey, I didn’t even have map access and I did that lol…
(Voice in head???) and you don’t need numbers to talk to him, tell him that you love him, he will feel it!
Not really sure where the voice in head came from, as I was typing … the thought just came…
Interesting points this voice has, so now numbers help me from not hearing voices. I may have to ponder this voice today…🤔
I guess that is a no on creating a factious account and friending you on it🫣
My point is not that I am hearing voices… I will keep you updated on any additional things I hear though😳 my point is YOU are the only one who makes me soar through the sky… flying higher and higher!
I love you!!!
I said it… hope you felt it!
(Voice in head???) and you don’t need numbers to talk to him, tell him that you love him, he will feel it!
Not really sure where the voice in head came from, as I was typing … the thought just came…
Interesting points this voice has, so now numbers help me from not hearing voices. I may have to ponder this voice today…🤔
I guess that is a no on creating a factious account and friending you on it🫣
My point is not that I am hearing voices… I will keep you updated on any additional things I hear though😳 my point is YOU are the only one who makes me soar through the sky… flying higher and higher!
I love you!!!
I said it… hope you felt it!
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 10, 2023

Everything is so sad!
I constantly stare blankly
Trying to figure it out.. why? What did I do or say? Is your “naughty step” because you need time to think about if you want “soon” with me?
Tears are the only thing that move..
Smile… I try, but my heart is crushed
I stare more… missing the meowing at cat food, missing my heart and mind flying in glee, missing my one… YOU!
I constantly stare blankly
Trying to figure it out.. why? What did I do or say? Is your “naughty step” because you need time to think about if you want “soon” with me?
Tears are the only thing that move..
Smile… I try, but my heart is crushed
I stare more… missing the meowing at cat food, missing my heart and mind flying in glee, missing my one… YOU!
I saw you today… if you only knew how badly I want you to hold me, tell me you love me and that everything is going to be okay… my how happy that would make me!!!
I love you!
I love you!
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 04, 2023

by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u January 12, 2023

by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u February 21, 2023

by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 10, 2023

All I have to base where you are at throughout a day are numbers… during the day, I don’t put a warning sign on if they don’t move. However, there are other times where you typically move… numbers were off yesterday…
I think I figured it out… could be wrong, but what’s new. I guess the nice thing is, I think I am right and you aren’t here to tell me I am wrong… although, I would much rather have you tell me face to face I am wrong ❤️
Anyway, I made a post about not knowing if it was you… my reference was answering my yes/no questions. My thought is you were thinking I was back to questioning who you are… promise I am good… that was so 2022!
Also, I have a lot to say… always… I guess. Maybe someday I won’t. My point in this is that if you don’t want to post, don’t post… I don’t ever want you to feel like it is an obligation. This may have come across rude, but my intention is just the opposite. I don’t want you to worry about my response if there is no post… I do love posts! And I may start looking to see if something could have been misinterpreted.
I think I figured it out… could be wrong, but what’s new. I guess the nice thing is, I think I am right and you aren’t here to tell me I am wrong… although, I would much rather have you tell me face to face I am wrong ❤️
Anyway, I made a post about not knowing if it was you… my reference was answering my yes/no questions. My thought is you were thinking I was back to questioning who you are… promise I am good… that was so 2022!
Also, I have a lot to say… always… I guess. Maybe someday I won’t. My point in this is that if you don’t want to post, don’t post… I don’t ever want you to feel like it is an obligation. This may have come across rude, but my intention is just the opposite. I don’t want you to worry about my response if there is no post… I do love posts! And I may start looking to see if something could have been misinterpreted.
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u January 12, 2023

Love for you ..
Will never decrease…
It only continues to grow…
How? I don’t know how it is possible..
Reminds me of the song…
I love you more than yesterday,
But not as much as tomorrow!!
Will never decrease…
It only continues to grow…
How? I don’t know how it is possible..
Reminds me of the song…
I love you more than yesterday,
But not as much as tomorrow!!
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u February 20, 2023
