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My heart ❤️
I’ve tried not to want this
Because I’m concerned it’s not good for anyone, hiding
But you have access to the very center of my heart
And I can’t ignore how I crave you in my life
maybe you already are?
About my earlier message, I can’t risk being wrong about your identity, you understand why. I felt our last text exchange was a sign we weren’t on the same page (at best), or that I was super confused (at worst). I still think it’s possible my ex is fucking with me here, or I’ve had a psychotic break to be watching numbers thinking it’s you. If I describe the situation out loud I’m like fuck 😬 I’ve absolutely creeped on this poor man and there is no solid evidence he’s leaving me messages! Please somehow let me know I haven’t imagined this, this is really you. I sincerely hold you to no expectation, but I need to know the extent to which I’m untethered from reality. I’ve confessed to you an embarrassing number of times lol I wonder if you are ashamed of this? Is it just weird because we’ve already said stuff about how we feel?
I don’t know. I think about you a lot. I’d love to be in contact.
I adore you ❤️
I’m here for you ❤️
Thanks for being you (I think? haha) ❤️
I’ve tried not to want this
Because I’m concerned it’s not good for anyone, hiding
But you have access to the very center of my heart
And I can’t ignore how I crave you in my life
maybe you already are?
About my earlier message, I can’t risk being wrong about your identity, you understand why. I felt our last text exchange was a sign we weren’t on the same page (at best), or that I was super confused (at worst). I still think it’s possible my ex is fucking with me here, or I’ve had a psychotic break to be watching numbers thinking it’s you. If I describe the situation out loud I’m like fuck 😬 I’ve absolutely creeped on this poor man and there is no solid evidence he’s leaving me messages! Please somehow let me know I haven’t imagined this, this is really you. I sincerely hold you to no expectation, but I need to know the extent to which I’m untethered from reality. I’ve confessed to you an embarrassing number of times lol I wonder if you are ashamed of this? Is it just weird because we’ve already said stuff about how we feel?
I don’t know. I think about you a lot. I’d love to be in contact.
I adore you ❤️
I’m here for you ❤️
Thanks for being you (I think? haha) ❤️
931 ❤️
931 by Where_are_we November 27, 2024
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It was indeed an awkward interaction why are we like this lol I still very much care about you, but this anonymous thing doesn't work for me. What did you mean, you've put the interaction behind you, that we need to move passed our previous interaction? It sounded like you wanted to move on.
UD etc feels disingenuous when actions don't match your words. That was messing with me and I had to stop. Do you think I'm wanting a commitment or something? TBH I intend to stay single for a while.
I appreciate, admire, and value you as a person. I don't judge either of us, it is a gift to see someone like we can see each other. Thank you for the beautiful writing, I love it. You're so generous and talented. I've contacted you a lot of ways and I know you can find me if/when you want to. I think we could be good people in each other's lives, and damn I just care so deeply for you. But I know what I need, and I want to be clear with you. Even if it takes posting here :)
UD etc feels disingenuous when actions don't match your words. That was messing with me and I had to stop. Do you think I'm wanting a commitment or something? TBH I intend to stay single for a while.
I appreciate, admire, and value you as a person. I don't judge either of us, it is a gift to see someone like we can see each other. Thank you for the beautiful writing, I love it. You're so generous and talented. I've contacted you a lot of ways and I know you can find me if/when you want to. I think we could be good people in each other's lives, and damn I just care so deeply for you. But I know what I need, and I want to be clear with you. Even if it takes posting here :)
931 by Where_are_we August 20, 2024