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When the only way you communicate is through this channels, instead of asking me to talk directly face to face or on the phone. I need to speak out my truth cause I cannot keep it inside me anymore.
Why didn't you, his mentor, correct Arnold when, in your presence, he could have braken my nose the day before?
Why didn't you correct him when he pushed me and threw me to the floor and grabbed my hair?
I can imagine the shock you were experiencing, yes. Another fucking lust image that was never intentioned.
Couldn't you see I was also in shock, like you, and I didn't know how to react except run away and laugh? Never in my life have seen myself in this situation before....
Until this moment I didn't thought that an innocent crush could go so far.
Extra full attention and boundaries are gonna be my measures, with common sense and softness, and wishing for holidays to arrive to leave space.
Why didn't you, his mentor, correct Arnold when, in your presence, he could have braken my nose the day before?
Why didn't you correct him when he pushed me and threw me to the floor and grabbed my hair?
I can imagine the shock you were experiencing, yes. Another fucking lust image that was never intentioned.
Couldn't you see I was also in shock, like you, and I didn't know how to react except run away and laugh? Never in my life have seen myself in this situation before....
Until this moment I didn't thought that an innocent crush could go so far.
Extra full attention and boundaries are gonna be my measures, with common sense and softness, and wishing for holidays to arrive to leave space.
Bleed is when the day had it's up and downs, but finished with the worst scenario ever. We need to talk about how to resolve Arnold's needs and probably also your needs to stop using this channel
by Ayuryari December 11, 2021
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by Ayuryari December 10, 2021
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I know.
Wanna know all the intentions behind everything?
Ask..
You will be surprised.. and will find teachings for life, you cannot find in books nor songs... they come from real connection from the stars to the soul. Pure wisdom. Pure innocent intentions.... so rare to find.
I've lived so many lives only in this one... and still learning more and more.
I know.
Wanna know all the intentions behind everything?
Ask..
You will be surprised.. and will find teachings for life, you cannot find in books nor songs... they come from real connection from the stars to the soul. Pure wisdom. Pure innocent intentions.... so rare to find.
I've lived so many lives only in this one... and still learning more and more.
I guess I don't have anything to loose and this makes me FREE.
I guess that the big connection I still have with my family, with my friends since we were 3 years old, with my new family... they know who I am, they remember me what I'm made of, cause the roots are soooo deep... no storm can break this tree.
I guess I am getting tired of this boring game or not.... who knows.... I guess u know nothing. No one knows anything. And that is one of the most beautiful mysteries of life.
I guess that the big connection I still have with my family, with my friends since we were 3 years old, with my new family... they know who I am, they remember me what I'm made of, cause the roots are soooo deep... no storm can break this tree.
I guess I am getting tired of this boring game or not.... who knows.... I guess u know nothing. No one knows anything. And that is one of the most beautiful mysteries of life.
by Ayuryari December 9, 2021
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Interpretations that come from deep inside your soul... everyone sees different reality...
You wanna see horrible things? You will see them.
You wanna see pure things that came out from an innocent (not manipulated) playing and game? You will see them.
Up to you..
Interpretations that come from deep inside your soul... everyone sees different reality...
You wanna see horrible things? You will see them.
You wanna see pure things that came out from an innocent (not manipulated) playing and game? You will see them.
Up to you..
by Ayuryari December 9, 2021
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I'm sorry: 4 my reactions. I never meant to hurt u. I was hurt by myself, by my insecurities. And then angry with myself 4 reacting like that
Thank u: 4 your reflextion, 4 bringing new passages to my conciousness. 4 letting me look at myself and see all of my faces
I see u: since the first message I knew u were different, someone similar to me.. 3 months ago. Then I saw your picture, not your face, and thought: wow! looks hot!
Our FIRST contact was on the phone, a Friday, 2 days before the text message and what first came to my mind was.. hmm nice masculine voice.. and.. that was an easy going conversation! great!
The first time I saw u in person.. yes, I played an actor.. but also could see the expression of your eyes.. I read u.. and I liked it. And as a magnet.. this only has happened with very few in my life.. I touched u without intention (this happened to me with u in several times.. u awake my pure wild instinct)
I love u: yes, I do, because I love myself and I will always wish u the best no matter what.. together or not
I need u: no. I have survived all of my life.. And will survive until I'll die, with or without u
What I want? I want to share with you all of me. Get naked: body, mind and soul.. which is the biggest fear of my life and will only do it with the one who knows how to. Share with you the goods and the bads, the adventures and the boring days, the joyful and the sad days.. And the never ending story.. cause it's ALL.
I'm sorry: 4 my reactions. I never meant to hurt u. I was hurt by myself, by my insecurities. And then angry with myself 4 reacting like that
Thank u: 4 your reflextion, 4 bringing new passages to my conciousness. 4 letting me look at myself and see all of my faces
I see u: since the first message I knew u were different, someone similar to me.. 3 months ago. Then I saw your picture, not your face, and thought: wow! looks hot!
Our FIRST contact was on the phone, a Friday, 2 days before the text message and what first came to my mind was.. hmm nice masculine voice.. and.. that was an easy going conversation! great!
The first time I saw u in person.. yes, I played an actor.. but also could see the expression of your eyes.. I read u.. and I liked it. And as a magnet.. this only has happened with very few in my life.. I touched u without intention (this happened to me with u in several times.. u awake my pure wild instinct)
I love u: yes, I do, because I love myself and I will always wish u the best no matter what.. together or not
I need u: no. I have survived all of my life.. And will survive until I'll die, with or without u
What I want? I want to share with you all of me. Get naked: body, mind and soul.. which is the biggest fear of my life and will only do it with the one who knows how to. Share with you the goods and the bads, the adventures and the boring days, the joyful and the sad days.. And the never ending story.. cause it's ALL.
by Ayuryari December 6, 2021
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