-merkisha's definitions

koenig

Refers to ending something you initially loved doing or feeling. Hitting the realization that you were only holding on to it out of fear, anxiety, and a sense of responsibility to other people. Finally understanding that letting go is the only true way to find love again in the small things.

After years of singing, he was filled with koenig as he no longer felt a passion for music.

by -merkisha September 13, 2022

ledsome

Feeling anxious, or lonely in a group of people. Unsure of what to say, or what to do; drifting along in a sea of faces. Unable to communicate, open up to or confide in either out of fear or insecurity that people won’t understand or listen.

As the silent girl stood in the crowd, she felt too ledsome to talk.

by -merkisha September 13, 2022

nighthawk

an intrusive thought that only seems to strike you late at night - an overdue task, regret over a decision, guilt over a mistake, or that deep feeling of insecurity that disappears during the day - but slowly creeps in with the shadows of the night, quietly building a nest of anxiety

The girl could not sleep because of the nighthawk that kept her awake in the late hours.

by -merkisha September 13, 2022

Merk

A funny, annoying, or rude person.
A rebel. Typically rude and hard to be around. Is specially minded.

The rude merk glared at me when I ate the cheeseburger.

by -merkisha April 25, 2021

koenig

Refers to ending something you initially loved doing or feeling. Hitting the realization that you were only holding on to it out of fear, anxiety, and a sense of responsibility to other people. Finally understanding that letting go is the only true way to find love again in the small things.

After years of singing, he was filled with koenig as he no longer felt a passion for music.

by -merkisha September 13, 2022