Tsubaki is the Japanese word for camellia flower , which can be interpreted as a warrior's or samurai's bad luck, because of the fact that the camellia flower falls apart all at the same time. Despite that Tsubaki can also mean the emotions longing or waiting, and for especially the red camellia flower it can be represented as love. In western terms the name Tsubaki means excellence.

When you eat dirt for the first time and leave your family to build a shack in the woods