Commonly thought to be "Soy Un Perdedor," which is actually completely stupid. Actually translating to "I'm a loser," this phrase is from the song "Loser" by Beck.
Sur un perdedor, I'm a loserbaby, so why don't you kill me?
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.