a way of saying you relapsed. like when a person says "im going back to get something" except this usually means that someone went back to drugs, drinking alcohol again or other behavior of relapsing.
"shit has been so rough i had to start going back out"
Being fucked so hard that the very reality of your being disappears. Said to only be caused by the best guys. Symptoms include: not being able to walk, sudden change in personality, and existential hallucinations
Jen: "Fuck babe I want my back blown out π"
Rick: "But I'm only 2 inches.. π"