when you're around others, yet you can't seem to feel like you are
you feel the same as you did when you were lying in your bed, unable to move from the overwhelming sense of loneliness
when you're with your friends and they might ask why you're so quiet, they ask "are you
ok?"
you
smile and say yeah :) I'm great...
you
don't know what's
wrong with you and you wish you could make it stop, but it seems impossible
you wish all those people around you could help but the ringing is too loud, and you can't ask for help
meanwhile, you're wishing with all your
heart that you could feel like you're not alone