You realize if I knew unequivocally that this was you, I would have jumped over the seat.
I don’t know if me not knowing for sure is a good thing or not. It drives me crazy not knowing 100%, (I would definitely be more confident if someone didn’t find the need to mess with). I always have to think what if it isn’t you and how would this come across... as you can tell sometimes I don’t listen to my head... there isn’t a restraining order yet at least.
And you want to know what else is frustrating... I can’t get you to bite on anything that would clear up any of my doubts... And then when I don’t think and am impulsive, you are completely calm and give me NOTHING. You won’t look me in the eyes, but if you did, I probably would cry and jump into your arms.
If I could just get you to look me in the eyes for more than a second when alone... but then I need to not cry ... this crying thing wouldn’t even be an issue, but now it is an issue... I can cry because I love you so much... I can cry because I miss you... I can cry because I think about being in your arms...
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I don’t know if me not knowing for sure is a good thing or not. It drives me crazy not knowing 100%, (I would definitely be more confident if someone didn’t find the need to mess with). I always have to think what if it isn’t you and how would this come across... as you can tell sometimes I don’t listen to my head... there isn’t a restraining order yet at least.
And you want to know what else is frustrating... I can’t get you to bite on anything that would clear up any of my doubts... And then when I don’t think and am impulsive, you are completely calm and give me NOTHING. You won’t look me in the eyes, but if you did, I probably would cry and jump into your arms.
If I could just get you to look me in the eyes for more than a second when alone... but then I need to not cry ... this crying thing wouldn’t even be an issue, but now it is an issue... I can cry because I love you so much... I can cry because I miss you... I can cry because I think about being in your arms...
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1010; I need to get creative... last time I thought I was creative still hasn’t worked out for me yet🤔. Love you and I will get in your arms!!
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Totally laughing this morning after last night ... I can only imagine what you were thinking lol... at least I keep you on your toes.. if you aren’t, you may want to start.... also, may want to start using the lock feature. There are some crazy people on this side of town. Lol
I wanted to say so many things, but I couldn’t find the words.... you leave me speechless
I wanted to say so many things, but I couldn’t find the words.... you leave me speechless
1010; love you!
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You are welcome for the assistance😀
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Have you read On the Reality of Love by Sheikh Suhrawardi?
I have.
Honestly, I found it hard to understand.
I didn’t grasp much.
Yet, I know how Love brought Zuleikha to the slave market,
and why Sheikh, among all the historical women in love, chose Zuleikha as the bearer of love,
even though history often criticizes her.
With gratitude to God, Love, and you, my sacred man, I understand her now.
She rises, a radiant archetype of the devoted soul.
Have you read On the Reality of Love by Sheikh Suhrawardi?
I have.
Honestly, I found it hard to understand.
I didn’t grasp much.
Yet, I know how Love brought Zuleikha to the slave market,
and why Sheikh, among all the historical women in love, chose Zuleikha as the bearer of love,
even though history often criticizes her.
With gratitude to God, Love, and you, my sacred man, I understand her now.
She rises, a radiant archetype of the devoted soul.
1010 the cycle of transformation.
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