I think that you do love
people. But just refuse to admit it. You've told
people that you love them so many times, which ended to something happening that you are deeply hurt about because you said you love them.. I'm that same way. Love is just a word, but the
real question is do you choose to feel it..? Love isn't a meaning, it's a feeling. Its knowing, it knows what it is or where it is. Love doesn't have an absolute meaning. It's your choice to give it one. Wether you feel it or not, there will
always gonna be a way, somewhere, somehow. You may think it's a crazy. But it is going to be out there. Trust me. It's there.