My Inner Lord Ashura

My Inner Lord Ashura, are my feelings, of self-hatred, of being a mixed race, and also my depression, hopelessness, and fear, which have driven me, many times, to attempt suicide.

Lord Ashura, is a Square Enix villain, from its Makai Toushi Saga/Final Fantasy Legend series, (Gameboy) especially of its first, and second games, and also its Japan, only remake, Saga 2: Hihou Densetsu - Goddess of Destiny. (DS)

The reason why, I say My Inner Lord Ashura, is that he is, Priestess Kai/Ki's mortal enemy. Only by discovering, with a friend, that I am Priestess Kai/Ki, saved me from suicide. Two other friends, say I originally, was a white girl, and will become again soon. This gives me hope!

As I now know, that I am Priestess Kai/Ki, I have conquered, My Inner Lord Ashura, and also my fear of dying, (thanatophobia) as Something Awful, a game BBS, says Priestess Kai/Ki, is immortal. This means I will live forever! Wow!

by I'mcrazy February 6, 2024

Innersation

A feeling of inner serenity, a moment of being in awe of something a sensation that frees the mind and heart.

As I looked at the lake and heard the trees bustling in the wind I found a feeling of innersation.

by Nuggets Hubby March 8, 2023

Youtube inner zone

A very common part of youtube.
An inner circle which most know.

Troom troom is a part of (YouTube's) youtube inner zone.

by Ze koffing boy December 13, 2020

innerate

a stupid bitch

" you know innerate? shes a bitch. "

by a mysterious January 3, 2022

inner dick cramp

When you pee so quickly that the you get cramp below your dick where two ball connect.

*releasing the gate
*water come out
*faster than you expected
*balls tighten
*inner dick cramp

by mjhn.no.swag May 22, 2016

inner ugly

When regardless of how attractive someone is on the outside they are disgusting on the inside so the ugly filters out onto their outer looks.

He is so hot but his inner ugly makes him so unattractive. Nasty nasty to be honest.

by PureHeaven February 2, 2023

Inner judge

Your inner judge does what all judges do. Makes judgements.
A judgement is a decision that assigns a value to a person or action.

Saying that you are bad, stupid, dumb, ETC
These are Inner Judge Judgements.

by Shakimblee myspace.com/ghettoprincess_kim November 8, 2007