17 Years of Deception

It feels like 17 years of deception.

17 years of putting you in such a high pedestal.

spent every moment of the 17 years thinking of you because I wanted everything to work perfectly.

17 years of understanding you just as far as you wanted to be understood, 17 years of believing in you as you would like to believe in yourself.

And as I sat there, brooding on the old, unknown world, I thought of myself wondering when I will first pick out your light at the end of my dock. I had come such a long way to this blue lawn, and my dream must have seemed so close I could hardly fail to grasp it. But what I did not know was that it was already behind me, somewhere in the vast obscurity beyond the city, where the dark fields of the republic rolled on under the night.

17 years of deception or 7 years of torture and loneliness.

I will never reach out to you although it’s the only thing I ever wanted.

by I still wanna wife u up April 24, 2022

13th December

National male nipple day! Commemorate the male mammary glands by sucking a guy's nipple.

Alex:Bro, it's 13th december!!
Matt:And?
Alex:IT'S NATIONAL MALE NIPPLE DAY! Come on, give me that tiddy so i can give it a good suck, no homo
Matt:Fuck it why not. No homo

by John Arbacle October 17, 2019

December 23

It is international go Fuck yourselves day you sad sack of shit.Go shag you sis or whatever you lads in the west do.Like we care.At least we have good old Garrys.You are gonna search up Garry’s now ain’t ya.Oh shit this is dragging on now I should stop.

Yay it is December 23
I hate my life

by Globobby October 29, 2019

december 28th National idiots day

On National idiots day, You can be as stupid as you want.

Look at John. He's being a huge idiot. I guess it December 28th National idiots day

by TheBigAmerica April 20, 2019

December 14th

International Heartbreak day! The day with the most heartbreak out of the entire year! Worst day of the year!

Girl one: Hey, why is Bri sad today?
Girl two: Because Bri got her heart broken today. Girl, dont you know what day it is?
Girl One: Its December 14th...
Girl two: Exactly! Its international heartbreak day!

by Chillmemes15 October 16, 2019

December 15th

The day where The best people are born and if your names Alyssa you should be slapped on this day everyone hates her

Alyssa it’s December 15th Ima slap you

by Ifuckedyomom69420 December 4, 2019

december 10th

Your whole identity is linked with this date. It is close enough to Christmas that most people will only get you one present, but far enough away that they'll feel bad about it. That's your life in a cheery chestnut nutshell. You feel constantly awkward, just like this date, because it is mid December, and yet somehow still considered Fall.

Man, my coworker is totally a december 10th. They got invited to a party and just hummed to themselves the entire time, stammered something, and left halfway through. Weird.

by MTFBWY October 18, 2019