Maddie. I'm not fucking going anywhere. On everything and everyone I love. I will be here. Forever. I know you can't trust me, and trust the words I say, and that's ok. I'm not going to leave you. You are the first person I've met that I actually semi tolerate. And that's saying
something big. I've had people leave me too. As I said before, 5%. You only know 5%. So I know how much it hurts, which is why I'll never do it. I care too much. My biggest weakness. I can't hurt others. That's why all the attempts went sideways.
Maddie. I'm never going to fucking leave you. No matter what happens. U kill my dad? Oh well, he was kinda mean anyways. I'm not going to be another person you cry over. And yes I know I'm not that important, but I like feeling like I am.
Now for the definition of Maddie. Or as I like to say, M&M. M&M is incredible. Truly. She is amazing, and one of
the best friends I could ever ask for.
Unfortunately, she suffers. A lot. But she never shares. Because she's scared. Of what?
I don't know exactly. Maybe she's scared that people will stray further. Maybe, I don't know. Only she knows. And that's ok. As I like to say, and as she likes to tease me for saying, she is, in fact, one of the finer ladies. And I wish she loved herself to the fullest.
Ok that's it for now.
