where a white woman and / or white man as a couple or single has become so obsessed with black men / women that they wish sexual dominance by black wity the white couple acting in a submissive regard to them.
There is a web site with the name niggerworship that celebrates this phenomena - niggerworship could be called a sexualfetish.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.