47

Frustration

I can’t do anything

What do you want

For christs sake

What does it fucking take

To get what I deserve

“You deserve a whole lot more than I can offer”

That’s what you said to me
Why couldn’t you just be that for me
It’s not even that fucking hard

I didn’t deserve any of this
The silence

The violence

The heartache

I gave you everything

And you took it

Left nothing in return

But stale breadcrumbs

I wasted so much time on you
Time I’ll never get back

You took years of my life from me

You changed the entire course of my life
It’s so unfair

I hate you

I am permanently changed for the worst

And you are unscathed
“I hate his guts! 47.”
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9

For a story without an ending

That you now must write yourself

For an unheard of death

That must be grieved in silence

For the girl you know you loved

But could never hold

9
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Headaches

Common in PTSD

Caused by drop in serotonin (often in reaction to high cortisol/adrenaline which is secreted at higher rates in patients with ptsd)

Also caused by differences in blood pressure in the brain

Can be relieved by cooling methods or otc pain meds

A horrible ache

A hole in my head

Please make it stop
“I get horrible headaches
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2233

The burning

The lines in your hands

The way he kissed you like you’ve never been kissed before

The way he played for you on his last day
The way you’ll never see each other again

2233 is the energy between two fires

Always burning

Apart

Never as one

For if they came together
Their world would surely end

And the towers would fall
He is my 2233
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