I close my eyes
And there I see
Everything how I want it to be
My eyes slowly rise
As the tears of happiness fill my eyes.
You and me, that’s my desire.
What can I do to make this transpire.
To have my one and only desire.
I wish upon the stars at night
How you know this is right .
No one else holds my light.
Little star you see,
please come through for me.
And there I see
Everything how I want it to be
My eyes slowly rise
As the tears of happiness fill my eyes.
You and me, that’s my desire.
What can I do to make this transpire.
To have my one and only desire.
I wish upon the stars at night
How you know this is right .
No one else holds my light.
Little star you see,
please come through for me.
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Love you!!!
Love you!!!
by Heart gone wild 4u March 21, 2023

Well, I had no plan…
Probably would have sounded like an idiot…
I guess I will save our local eatery an earthquake…
But I really want to see you and those eyes…
I was thinking this was totally going to work as I saw you:)
You are gone now though…
Another try I will give a go…
I bet you want a Ho Ho ❤️❤️❤️
I want that too❤️❤️❤️❤️
Probably would have sounded like an idiot…
I guess I will save our local eatery an earthquake…
But I really want to see you and those eyes…
I was thinking this was totally going to work as I saw you:)
You are gone now though…
Another try I will give a go…
I bet you want a Ho Ho ❤️❤️❤️
I want that too❤️❤️❤️❤️
by Heart gone wild 4u October 17, 2023

A favor I ask of you…
As there is something I really want to do…
Thank you for coming through…
This will only take a few…
Straighten your arms in front of you…
Bring the right hand to your left shoulder…
Now do the same with the left, but to the right…
Next squeeze tight…
As there is something I really want to do…
Thank you for coming through…
This will only take a few…
Straighten your arms in front of you…
Bring the right hand to your left shoulder…
Now do the same with the left, but to the right…
Next squeeze tight…
by Heart gone wild 4u October 16, 2023

Thinking… this mind is today…
She is trying to calculate a plan…
Uh oh … you say:)
You are telling me!!!
I told her no no…
But it is you…
That makes her go all cuckoo…
I tried to explain to her, ideas go in the box…
Btw… there are already three…
You want to see?❤️❤️❤️
I bet if there is a four…
Then you will come through the door❤️❤️❤️
Consider it done…
Number four, will be fun!!!
She is trying to calculate a plan…
Uh oh … you say:)
You are telling me!!!
I told her no no…
But it is you…
That makes her go all cuckoo…
I tried to explain to her, ideas go in the box…
Btw… there are already three…
You want to see?❤️❤️❤️
I bet if there is a four…
Then you will come through the door❤️❤️❤️
Consider it done…
Number four, will be fun!!!
A little curious aren’t you???
Just a little?❤️❤️❤️
We both know if the situation was reversed, I would be inundating posts!!!
I guess I kinda already do…
Hmmm … maybe you have a box???
Just kidding… I know you don’t.
I love you always!!!
Just a little?❤️❤️❤️
We both know if the situation was reversed, I would be inundating posts!!!
I guess I kinda already do…
Hmmm … maybe you have a box???
Just kidding… I know you don’t.
I love you always!!!
by Heart gone wild 4u July 09, 2023

I do know what you are talking about:) when we were in the same room I could feel my heart attached to his… like a rope pulling me, not the best description.
The spider was a legit spider… daddy long legged to be exact… still is on vacay…
I am completely 100 percent not witchy:) you can ask any spider :) okay not the furry, quick ones… we probably should for my argument sake keep it to the spiders as my witnesses:) my eyes should love most times, but they can also make people go uh oh…
That is what I meant about being a nuisance. The last thing I want to do is bother him, even if my ideas are super cute and funny. Hence, why I put them in a box now.
Kinda funky today… did something yesterday and it didn’t turn out the way I planned, so then the overthinking starts. And then I couldn’t get on this thing because someone was being a jerk and there was nothing i could do about it.(cryptic… sorry)
And then that causes me to overthink more when I really don’t need to.
The spider was a legit spider… daddy long legged to be exact… still is on vacay…
I am completely 100 percent not witchy:) you can ask any spider :) okay not the furry, quick ones… we probably should for my argument sake keep it to the spiders as my witnesses:) my eyes should love most times, but they can also make people go uh oh…
That is what I meant about being a nuisance. The last thing I want to do is bother him, even if my ideas are super cute and funny. Hence, why I put them in a box now.
Kinda funky today… did something yesterday and it didn’t turn out the way I planned, so then the overthinking starts. And then I couldn’t get on this thing because someone was being a jerk and there was nothing i could do about it.(cryptic… sorry)
And then that causes me to overthink more when I really don’t need to.
That is why I stay in my little dream bubble. Everything is happy:) sometimes I think things are trying to pop my bubble or are blowing me around. (Metaphor for me overthinking and getting in a funk)
if you are just figuring out now I am nuts, I am disappointed:) my best friend last week was a spider who left… even the spider knew I was batty. Maybe the spider thought I was a bat and I was going to eat it… I wouldn’t/couldn’t eat a spider. If I ended up on survivor, I would die of starvation.
Yikes… definitely sounds bad. Glad to hear you are on the mend.
if you are just figuring out now I am nuts, I am disappointed:) my best friend last week was a spider who left… even the spider knew I was batty. Maybe the spider thought I was a bat and I was going to eat it… I wouldn’t/couldn’t eat a spider. If I ended up on survivor, I would die of starvation.
Yikes… definitely sounds bad. Glad to hear you are on the mend.
by Heart gone wild 4u October 10, 2023

I think the boot is still in my mouth:(
I guess that didn’t come out right:(
I could try to explain, but that typically makes it worse or I at least think it does….
Hmmm… I was trying to say I would exercise to have me not always referring to warmth…
I was trying to say, I love you!!!
I was trying to say, I want to be in your arms…
I was trying to say, to be surrounded by YOU is my desire…
I guess that didn’t come out right:(
I could try to explain, but that typically makes it worse or I at least think it does….
Hmmm… I was trying to say I would exercise to have me not always referring to warmth…
I was trying to say, I love you!!!
I was trying to say, I want to be in your arms…
I was trying to say, to be surrounded by YOU is my desire…
by Heart gone wild 4u July 28, 2023

Kinda bummed…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…
Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?
Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…
Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?
Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…
Not bummed anymore…
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?
I love you soooo….
Much!!!!
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?
I love you soooo….
Much!!!!
by Heart gone wild 4u July 29, 2023
