when you really like what something does or is, but it looks plane ugly.
"Amber got hammered last night it was ugliful"
"the undateables was on again last night what a ugliful program"
"miles and miles of glorious industrial buildings, truely ugliful"
The moment you finally work out life in your own meaning of life type way, or you work out yourself who you truly are and what your true potential can be minus the unrealistic aspirations or dull rum standards other people have tried to force onto yourself. Dream the impossible, dare to dream type thing.
"I have finally reached enlightenment I’ve broken the matrix. I now know how to handle life, death, people and other shit I have broken the matrix."