Ass

Why do I keep believing when obviously it is not you…
All these years…
A mere Coincidence?
I don’t see how…
All I can say is WOW!!!
It all makes sense now…
All in my head…
I wish the tears I would no longer shed…
Avoid you…
I definitely will do…
It is not your fault…
As this wasn’t you…
But I am still sad…
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Ass

This girl gave it her all…
Only to constantly fall…
She tried to stand tall…
She let down her wall…

She let this love in…
She believed…
It what was made her heart complete…
To skip that beat….
Nothing this feeling could compete…

Fear was no competition…
From showing this love…
She was dove…
Soaring through the doubts….

Turbulence she met…
But her heart was set…
As long as she believed….
Their hearts would meet…
And her love would be free…
Years went by…
Those clouds in the sky….
Filled her hearts with whys…
And made her realize…

She was never his hearts desire…

Ass
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Ass

Giving up I can’t do
Even though reality

Continues to shine through
Why can’t you love me?

Even half of what I love you…
There is nothing more I can do

But pray …
Things I held close to be heart

The numbers
All are at a slumber

I guess my imagination from the start.

Regardless, my hearts shines for you…
Everyday through and through.
A dumbass I may be
But I am a dumbass
Who is completely in love with he
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Ass

A text he says to do…
You did…
A response did you get?
Showing all the love for you?

No…
Wonder why?
You can cry…
That isn’t going to change where his love goes…

Talk to him…
You tried to do…
How did that go for you?
He walked away, right?

Yet, you still think…
This dream of yours he wants…
He has a dream…
You… aren’t in it…
One of these days…
Understand you finally will…
He is living his dream already…
Everyday…
Today…

Ass
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Ass

I was wrong on everything!!!
How could it be?
The birthday post…
And the others…
All was just a coincidence…
The numbers I surely thought…
As it has been years…
But again…
In my mind…
All the things I have done…
And I wondered why your response was none…
Now I see with clarity…
What I mean…
As it was never me…
You loved more than everything…
And with that I am a dumbass…
Again…
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Ass

She gave everything she could…
She believed

Even when no one ever would….
If they were where she stood…

She followed her heart…
Over thought every moment…
Dreaming it was something…
But in the end…
It was nothing…

Just a girl…
Who found a guy

Who made her twirl…
In the streets…

Just praying…
Their eyes would meet…
And he would see…
This love she has for he…
I guess it just wasn’t meant to be….
For her and he…
She will always dream…
Of that her heart is complete..

Ass
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Ass

I wished you loved me…
I wish I was your everything!!!
I wish the posts that melted my heart…
Were from YOU!!!!

This muted time…
I have seen…
Unfortunately …
It was in my mind…

The things I have imagined…
What I thought you felt…
True… for you…
It was not…

Okay… I will be…
As I know you are happy…
Even if it isn’t with me…
The things I did see…

My heart changed…
I saw things differently…
You never knew…
The love I have for you…
To you…
I am probably just cuckoo …
A little true…
I have never loved like I do you….

I always will…
Just now I need to be quiet and still…
My heart you do fill…
Even when it isn’t your will…

A dumbass I surely have been…
As it was just in my head…
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