Gonopod: modified male legs on the seventh body segment of some types of millipedes or Diplopoda. Gonopods transfer packets of sperm to females during sex. Male Diplopoda may have one to two gonopods, and may have to form a web to transfer their sperm to a female Diplopoda in reproduction.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.