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when you love your bestie more than a bestie, but you dont want to lose her as a friend so you dont tell her and you create a fake email and tell her that you like her through the fake email which you have created
jim: i love my bestie, her names lauryn

kelsey: tell her

jim: no its not that easy, cuase then i dont want to lose her as a bestie.

kelsey:you love your bestie
by jim danny August 11, 2008