A word that means
'good-looking'/'good' female in Arabic.
That def was subbed
lately, spelled as zayna
and I felt
them nostalgic love pangs again as that
was the name
of one fineass gurl I knew back at my University of Jordan days.
and she studied
Eng. Lit. (majored first as an Italian/Mod. Langs
student, but changed mind and 'heart' cause
Eng. Lit. was my major). She'd stare
at me all of the time like
I was some
kinda god or something! I mean, she was all over me. I never took pity
on her, since
I was an older guy (32 ffhs!), puffing
my ciggie smoke as if I didn't give it!
kept staring at me and coming to the lects I was attending setting her diggityass fine bod in front of me, wearing her low-cut tops that
she'd keep pulling down fer me to dig/see
her coffee-colored bare skin.
The guys at the U were
nothing but a pile
of goon: telling me how I should 'go take
her for a ride!' and how 'easy she's man'! On my dead father's grave, Zina
's feet-dirt that
's sits between
her thimble-tiny toes is worth the lot of them assfucks! Huh!
came the moment of truth when we both attended the same
lect. and the same
freeze-ass attitude on my side continued. Comes the time of firsts, she 'talked' to me asking about
"how hard was the 'zam?", Zina
mumbled. She also told me something about
how she had bet with
a girlfriend of hers that
she'll 'zabhit' me. Now, 'zabhit' in Aarbic is the guy's-only art of 'getting the girls' one admires or likes to hang with
, or fuck or maybe befriend...and that
jus' hit me stonko! How ballsy she's?! "Fine!", I said..."if ya want me to be one friend o'yers then here...the
door is open".
And it also closed as fast! We didn't meet other than few times we'd sit like
total stoned-out jerkos, cursing
the stupe fucks that
by! or, talking trash about
nothing in particular: her new cut, her nails, her father who kept beating her in the bathroom!...and *gulp* her 'Wish-List'. Ah! That
one! Here it is: 1) Stainless-steel modern kitchen. 2) Bulgari ring. 3)Gucci handbag. 4) Cadillac Escalade Pick-Up Truck!
God shit! If I worked my ass off and then
over...I wouldn't get the enough money to buy her the hubs of that
car! So, I ditched her. (fact: three times, each time she'd come and say..."Hytham! Please...let's just stay as friends?").
I am a cold-hearted dickhead with
to prove it! This def. is the badge
I needed. I don't care or give a monkey's nutscak if it gets refused: I already lost that
girl! I lost that
'good' half-Greek wifeable
girl fer ever!
S_o_m_e_b_o_d_y p_l_e_a_s_e s_h_o_o_t t_h_e h_e_l_l
o_u_t_t_a m_e! X_X
I know that this
will sound corny...but, Zina was my girlfriend
who'd I had a great lovin' and understandin' on a higher souls-y
level that I've never
had experienced before with any girl if I did actually
She's the flyest in her 'cuntry'; Jordan! All the slimefaced girls would pale
in comparison to her att' and coo' phat! I wanted to marry her as she did asked me to but the zilchoid in me made the offing never
near possible. She lives in the Shemaisani* dist. in Amman, Jordan.
(*that's way too high-end
standards, to the 'Harat Al'Nasir'...where you can buy icecream as cheap as 2.5 qorosh...that's less than
Zina Hassan Al-Gazzawi: 5'1" of sheer sextasy!
will the time come
you'll enter my house, Zina? And I'll enter you?! ('Od mai'at? Ani mastool ilaicha Zina shali! Salamtakk! Bo ha'baitah, avo ilaich?!).